I came to the conclusion that my plan to use my bad memory against myself is not actually that stupid.
I want to die, but I would always find a last second argument why I should stay alive.
Why I just don't crush a big amount of the pills and for ex. add it to my favourite yoghurt? I always eat it with a big amount of jam. I would probably forgor that I added anything to it even the same day and EVEN IF I realise that it was poisoned it would be arl too late.
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