So I came to realize that I might be autistic.
There's a ton of evidence that I can think of and all of my closer friends confirm that, like it's the most obvious thing.
However the diagnosis is very expensive.
And I'm not comfortable with defining myself as autistic, because people often dismiss it, if you don't have the diagnosis. Which is fair tbh, I can see that this term is abused now.
It might help to be able to clearly explain myself to people, that I'm not a creep or a freak and I'm not trying to be rude, and that this is just a normal thing people sometimes have.
So idk. You can share with me your ways to deal with that issue.
Do you actually communicate to others that you're autistic or are you masking or just don't give a shit?
#autism

@crusom I’m in my 50s, and just recently self-diagnosed via a few online assessments. First was ADHD, but that didn’t explain the masking I’ve done my entire life. Then I took the autism assessment.

I think self-diagnosis is entirely valid. For me it has been like having a light turned on in a room that’s been pitch black for decades. Everything about my life makes so much sense now.

You get to choose who you share it with. I’ve only told my wife and adult daughters, but I don’t think they necessarily understand the significance. I think I’ve masked as normal so well for so long that it doesn’t register with them.

Someone described it as “living life on hard mode” and that really resonated with me.

#actuallyautistic #adhd