Hello world! It is such a joy to be out and meeting all of you. Since this is a new account for a new me, here’s an #introduction!
Let’s see, where to start? I’m a girl and a woman, simultaneously a 60+ woman with white hair and a 13-year-old girl who insists she is already a woman. She is growing up fast, and I am elated that we are becoming one. i share this body with several other headmates. Rowan is mostly merged into me, but she/they still butt in occasionally. Auto (no pronouns, just Auto) is the autistic core of my being and takes care of repetitive tasks (like making coffee!), mediating between the rest of us and the pre-verbal parts of our brain, and otherwise runs things when we dissociate. There is a little fox girl who is mostly crepuscular and rarely speaks in words, but who delights in nature and cat photos. A couple of other headmates, including deadme, have been partially absorbed or archived, with the rest scattered to the psychic winds. Plurality is fun, when it isn’t like herding cats.
Um, I’m not sure what else to say about me. I’m queer and an open-arms lesbian. I like other women, cis or trans. Cis-men don’t do it for me other than cuddling with a big teddy bear. I’ve never been intimate with a trans-man, so I don’t know. I do find them hella attractive!
I’m retired, living off of the pension and savings left to me by previous tenants. Thank you very much, deadme, for sublimating your dysphoria into a lifetime of hard work, just in time for Rowan and me to take over. Deadme was Man of the Year material for sure, even if he was pretty careless with our body.
Oh, interests and stuff. I like words, being in nature, good coffee, feeling pretty, solving puzzles, playing games, meeting people (now there is something deadme would never have written!).
The rest? Well, let’s explore that together, shall we?
#ActuallyAutistic #neurodiverse
#queer #lesbian #sapphic #dadmom #trans
