Tired, stressed, in pain. Been in worse situations but I just need to catch a break. Roll on bonus time next month and not having as many money worries
£390 short now. Progress 🙏 more vinted admin to do tomorrow
Still £390 😫 so frustrated. Why can't one thing just go right. If I try and postpone surgery they may just cancel me though
Literally another 3 weeks and I would have been able to afford it, ffs
Oh good. Just passed out for a bit in the bathroom 🥲
Now we wait
Waiting for a consultant 🫠 and I'm in the fast queue but still looking at hours
I have to stay in 😭 I am so screwed
I'm so sick and tired
Sorry for bringing the mood down all the time, I suck
Still here 🥲
@dockers I see you
@dockers Oh. I misunderstood.
You don't suck 
@dockers Hope you don't have to wait too long and they can do something useful. Lots of love.
Still at £390 needed, gonna get orders cancelled cos I can't get out to post them, its going great
Still not allowed to leave either 😭 this is all so shit

Good news - the pain etc is linked to my growths so I may get surgery in the next few days

Bad news - that means I'm screwed for bills this month 🫠

If this was happening literally 3 weeks later I'd be fine. Fuck off, life
Haven't slept, applied for a few short term loans but no luck. Might ask for more painkillers so I can at least sleep a bit 🥲
Still here, still not slept and I don't know if its illness or stress
IF anyone can lend me anything until I get paid next in 3 weeks pls reach out 🙏 long shot but its where we're at rn! It's even more frustrating knowing 3 weeks later and I wouldn't have the worry!
I literally have £8 in the bank after bills going out and now will be on sick pay 😫
I am absolutely fucked

If anyone can help:

https://monzo.me/siobhandockerty?h=PrWQAw

DM me to arrange a date for me to pay you back!

Pay Siobhan

Pay Siobhan

@dockers As soon as I get paid, I can help you out. (It should be today but it’s a bit random.)
@samir thank you ❤️
@dockers Please remind me if you don’t hear from me in a couple of days. I’m sick and forgetful.