@autistics
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I’m trying to stop relitigating my life, trying to stop thinking about my kids and wife, trying to not be angry at them and the only way my brain wants to do it is by writing off the whole majority, like how can you be mad at them? Are you mad at bears and sharks, are you mad at the cat for not being able to understand you too?
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Being mad at other neurotypes means you don’t understand neurotypes, like you think they have a choice, like they are so often with the #ND .
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I mean, that’s half of the circle I can never escape, they can’t understand, but then there are all
the things that can’t be anything but lies even from their POV and by their standards - so it’s both they can’t help it, lying is fair play for their neurotype.
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I’ve seen the proof all my life but I am still and forever stuck trying to wrap my head around it, I want to accept and understand that there is no talking to them, people generally and my ex family in particular, I’m just contributing to global warming spinning my stupid wheels trying to talk to them.
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#ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Autism @autistics