Lillian ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐i realize sometimes that going into treatment was the worst thing ive ever done to myself. im absolutely pro recovery, and everyone should recover, bu me? my soul happiness and content in life thrives off the pity and attention of others, how pathetic. how am i supposed to win this if i am better? Its almost even sadder.