It took years for me to start healing from relationship betrayals & years of lies from someone I used to believe I'd spend rest of my life with. That contributed to not wanting to date any other white guys for the rest of my life. The traumas one person left me to recover from was immense.

[ I ripped your heart out from your chest
Replaced it with a grenade blast

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters hose me down
I don't care, I'll burn out anyhow
It's for alarm, girl, nothing to see
Hear the sirens come for me, ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah

You dosed my soul with gasoline
You flicked a match into my brain

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters are so nice
I remember you so cold as ice
Now flames are licking at your feet
Sirens come to put me out of misery, oh

You wave your torch into my eyes
Flamethrower lover, burning mind

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate. ]

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Sonic Youth - Incinerate

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I've never been a rebounder. I'm someone who believes in/practices trying to heal my wounds from past poor personal relationship decisions that led to increased relationship traumas. I own whatever parts I've played in my own life relationship dramas. It just irks me - when people I've been in relationships with for years - still don't accept or acknowledge their abuses towards me. That's on them.
@PhoenixSerenity
Thanks for this perspective. (Nope, not going to try to explain.)
@geonz 💗❤️💗