It took years for me to start healing from relationship betrayals & years of lies from someone I used to believe I'd spend rest of my life with. That contributed to not wanting to date any other white guys for the rest of my life. The traumas one person left me to recover from was immense.

[ I ripped your heart out from your chest
Replaced it with a grenade blast

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters hose me down
I don't care, I'll burn out anyhow
It's for alarm, girl, nothing to see
Hear the sirens come for me, ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah

You dosed my soul with gasoline
You flicked a match into my brain

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters are so nice
I remember you so cold as ice
Now flames are licking at your feet
Sirens come to put me out of misery, oh

You wave your torch into my eyes
Flamethrower lover, burning mind

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate. ]

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Sonic Youth - Incinerate

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@PhoenixSerenity Thanks for this. I deal with a lot of betrayal trauma too, and I know the tune but never appreciated how applicable the lyrics are
@tym Big up, fist bumps for surviving betrayals πŸ’—πŸ™ It's a difficult personal hurdle to overcome. I get it ✌️
@tym I'm pretty raw with my thoughts & feelings here.
@PhoenixSerenity It’s one of the reasons I’m grateful to be mutuals with you πŸ™ My schizoid nature tends to have me presenting as if cool and reserved on the exterior usually, while I have as raging a storm inside as any borderline case really, and I desire to be seen as badly as I fear it. That’s not meant just to gripe about my weird brain as much as to say it leaves me grateful for expressive people in my life πŸ–€
@tym Thank you πŸ’— I appreciate you, seeing & understanding, me & what drives me πŸ™
@tym Hugs from Vancouver Island ✌️