Straight guy deeply in love with my sadly lesbian work colleague. In every sense of the word, have been for 5 years. I've turned down promotions and new jobs to stay working with her. There is no future. It is hopeless.
@fesshole At some point I found out that I often find lesbian women attractive. Not in the sense of developing a crush or leering at them, rather thinking, hey, I wouldn't say no to *her*... And I guess it is not a total coincidence that I am married to a woman whom someone once termed "killer dyke" (which she isn't, but she has a kind of butch appearance).