I have enormous vulnerability in my origins working helpdesk. I didn't know it was the most important thing I ever did, that made me who I am today.

But I worked that job thinking I was nothing. And that I had to lie about who I was. I created SwiftonSecurity to be someone I wasn't. I created it as a role-play. Because I had to play it to believe it. And I had to believe it to be it. Even as an artifice.

And that is how I became it. Because I was already working a security job.

I just didn't believe it yet.

The story behind SwiftOnSecurity involves a car crash, it involves a post about heartbleed, and involves discovering I had a voice people cared about even as I portrayed myself as a joke. And found out I wasn't one.
Anyway. Just posting through it. I wish I could tell you the whole story.
@SwiftOnSecurity Thank you for sharing that with all of us.
@SwiftOnSecurity I'm happy just listening to the person the story created. I'm usually just in awe of how smart and vividly expressive you are. Please keep being SoS.
@SwiftOnSecurity I have always believed in you Tay! (And I wish I could set you loose on my employer IT who do so many things to make my life worse without helping anything)
@SwiftOnSecurity Following you for years has been a joy and so informative. Glad to have you here.

@SwiftOnSecurity yeah, people like us tend to do this as a defensive mechanism and to get somewhat positive attention every now and then.

Being able to give our past selves a glimpse of who we will end up being would be glorious, but it would also invariably change who we would turn out to be.

@SwiftOnSecurity don't forget about corn. Corn was a huge part of the Swift lore 😁