☑️. I'm a blackgirl
■. According to my THEORY after living a bizarre life is that I'm secretly MJ × WH daughter born in 1992. "Baby Jackson" or "Tiny Houston" because I was kidnapped, before official birth and that's what the Mafia called me
●. My mother is black, my dad Officially is too.. but I don't believe it. I think he's Arabian or Asian
3D as a Child, I was asked "are you black?" I had a black bff and wished my skin to be darker. With sun, I turned very dark. I asked for a black BABYBORN
■. HOOD. I basically grew up like Alicia Keys. My mom is white, and was a single mother with 4 children from several fathers. She divorced her last husband in 1995 and moved to the worst neighborhood of the country.
The Hood
●. I played the Keyboard, a little toypiano. I taught myself to play the Chorus of [Big Big WORLD, 1997] on it when I was 5
●. One of my mom's rich clients once donated us a real KEYBOARD and I was playing it constantly. Copying sheetmusic from the Library
■. 90s/00s. My wish was to be a Musician, but for some reason.. I thought it was just "going to happen" I didn't go after it at all. I just did Music, naturally.
●. My favorite style of music was R&B #MurderINC. Nelly, Ashanti, Destiny's Child.. Alicia Keys later as well.
💬. I really didn't care about BRITNEY/XTINA. Learning that Taylor had a poster of Britney on the wall, made me giggle. Sorry
●. 2001: all my classmates teased me "you look EXACTLY like Michael Jackson" & I knew he was my dad
■. My Life went into ISOLATION after 2003. I had to play a Muslima and by now, I just count as one. My mom, just hid me in the house.. she kept track of me. She made sure she knew where I was at all moments, even GPSapps were used. At a certain point, I wasn't even allowed to go to my room. I had to announce going to the toilet.
●. School: "STRAIGHT HOME, no Friends.. call mama! Bike fast"
●. College: I was only allowed one year
After 18, I was in pure #QUARANTINE.
🏷. I intuitively felt UNSAFE on the streets. I thought I was Paranoid, at thymes. "Everybody looks at me, mama.. am I ugly?" Mama made sure, I only went outside on RARE moments and for a few minutes max. Never alone, only with her or her son.. he was my #Chaperone™. He walked FAST to get me back & forth.
●. I didn't do Schoolparties or Schooltrips, I said no to them. I went to one, and my brother picked me up within 20min
●. My mom never made me a Passport, and I never was on a Plane
The Book (2nd Edition)