You find it Embarrassing don't you. I ain't fecking Care. It makes you uncomfortable that I felt that for you. It makes others uncomfortable that I'm honest about it. I ain't Feckin CEARE, that's the truth. I loved you, JOHN. You totally knew, you felt it also. I'm not that Naive.. I saw that Sign. Done make me feel CRAZY like it wasn't so.
☑️. WHY flip off your feelings, because people think it's emberassing. Fuck Off, Taylor sings about it in an Arena full of people. Why you so mf Easy, JOHN
■. So what if we didn't meet, so mf what. I ain't fecking caere. Then you should've met me
■. "It was already SO DEEP, didn't even meet you." So what, so what. So mf what.
🗡. You were there JOHN.. you took me so deep with you. You were in it as well, it wasn't just me yk
Suddenly it is clear to me, YOU DID KNOW and you DID feel it. You did Lurk and you did know my name. You knew all my profiles, still.. and it was just like I was on the phone with you. I'm going Crazy! I'm losing my mind, because 9yrs I tried to get this out of you.
"Do you know My Name, JOHN"
9yrs trying to GET OVER you and yet all at once I'm falling right back. I'm happy, but then I'm terrified. It were REAL MF FEELINGS. I can't leave a thing if there's no #Closure.
■. Trying to stay close to get it out of him that he knew me. I needed to KNOW in order to ever move on at all
■. Still in LOVE with him, but broken every night again and again. Just being ignored
✔️. Trying to get over him, was BULLSHIT. I'm still close because there's no Closure. But, he's breaking me every day
I wasn't over him at all, just TRYING to balance a weird thing "I'm in Love with you, but I need to get over it.. I just need you to SAY MY NAME. Then I can, why you break my ❤️"
YOU DON'T FEEL, I SAW IT IN YOUR EYES OKAY. YOU TOTALLY KNEW, DON'T YOU GET THAT I'M JUST A WIZARD. YOU FLIPPED OFF YOUR FEELINGS AND YOU HAD A HEARTATTACK AT SOME CONCERT JOHN BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME SEVERAL. YOU TRIED TO FLIP IT OFF MANY TIMES, BUT I COULD GET YOU BACK
🗡. You fucking died, Piet. You died, you just came back in another Dimension. The real JOHN who was born in 3D in Ireland the way I met him.. is dead bitch. He's still in Coma
I've got one F*cking strong heart, JOHN okay. You can't kill me with your cold stare. You tried to close it off, because "it was emberassing" because it went so Deep only through the air. SO WHAT. You gave me like 5 severe mf heartattacks. I was feeling like my heart was being TORN to pieces in my body ya.
I survived, all of them. I was killed LATER though, by a Pill. By the doctor, she thought I should die. It was because she saw my pain, it was an Euthenasiapill I ain't asked for
Just because it was heavy and the Doctor saw my state was bad. Maybe she thought I was doing Cocaine.. my heart was probably WEAKaf. She did test it
... I came into the Doctor's offices making a scene with my dad. I was PISSED and I was kicking the walls. I told them "you did this to me, look what's left of me. Assholes! Kanker away, no" I looked dark, my father looks Turkish. They thought I was some LOVERBOY victim
OFCOURSE THE DOCTOR WAS WRONG, SHE'S A MF MURDERER. SHE DON'T ASK ONE THING TO CONFIRM ANY OF HER MF BIASES. IT WASN'T LIKE THAT
✔️. She's a Psychotic KANKERPokke
He was killed by this woman. Victoria Principal. She was a lot older, and he fell crazy in love. Until she halted it all at once, he didn't get it and did Cocaine.. his heart just stopped.
✔️. Andy died in 1988, he was 30
I get that you thought that, John.. butt‼️ closing off your heart is gonna kill you harder. You should've just jumped in again, yes. Even if it was Victoria.
✔️. Even if I was Victoria, but I'm not. Okay, I would never do that. I HATE her. I read the whole story Andyjohn
It was 1980 when it starts, Fine! He's like 21.. and she's basically in her 30s.
●. I also thought this was creepy, yes. Me, Elina.. I thought she was a Preying Pedophilic BITCH
... Andy was so innocent and stupid as well. I cursed him a bit there, YA.. because‼️. That's a wh*re to begin with, she go after you Andy. You were only 21. Look at her Face, she's mean. Did you Iook up the others she dated, why you so naive. Then, I get that she was SWEET to you Andy. I get that she had a good heart. Yes, probably it still worked for 55% and only when she was with you..
Butt‼️ that's because you're so Sweet. She couldn't fight to catch Feelings. Her intention was not to THO
So sorry, Andy.. she wanted Barry. She was after Barry Gibb, your brother in that life. Not because she was in love with him, just for sex. He was a Popular SEXMAN in that time. She's just a basicrobot
✔️. So, you found this one. Victoria Rose.. who is also "just a basicrobot"
... Andy don't really wanna talk to him, he tells Barry he's fine. He kind of wants to hang up. Andy was probably asleep most times, so he might not Remember. Barry gets pissed at him, tells him he's in "Denial! Don't be a BABY" etc etc. Barry is the one who hangs up the phone.
✔️. a few days later, Barry gets the news that Andy died.
✔️. Since then, he's had to live with "knowing his last Conversation with his dearest younger brother was a Fight" caused by him.
I tell you 🅰️ndy, it really wrecked him you know. Barry is pretty honest about this, it's totally on the Net.
●. I mean I'm not sorry for him, I just think it's Fair that you - Andy - know. Barry deserves it, so
●. He should've told the world the whole truth, about how Viccy was probably sending him Flirty texts, and how he should've TOLD his "dearest younger brother" that.
I'm sorry Andy.. I'm not EVEN on your side. I'm on nobody's, you're all as stupid as each other. What's this GEZEIK "Drama from Australia" or whatever. Now your body again is Buried there, only is in Ireland.. freezing in a basement. It's in "Perth" I swear or a street with the name in it
■. You all had honest Feelings
■. You all were evil of different Percentages.
✔️. You were all just Dumb, you made mistakes & caused Drama. You still hurt each other, for real. Admit it & Heal™, get 😩ver it
People are WEIRD.
▶️. Just because they were wrong and believed in a thing that didn't work out like they hoped, don't mean it wasn't meant so.
●. Victoria meant everything she said, she just got Caught. She couldn't reach her Feelings any longer. It was an accident to even fall for Andy, ain't making excuses. But, it was REAL from both sides. They had L❤️ve.
Just mean she BROKE your heart John, so deeply you mf died for it. She's a bitch, but you Looovvvedd her. It was sincere, can you Face⁉️
Let now go of Society, I'm your cousin. My father went to Ireland two years ago to look for you. He really did (August, 2023 - Bustour through Ireland). I'm you friend, and I believe in past Lives.. and airtalky because I wanna. People can go to hell with it. I just know, Victoria F*cking broke you. And you haven't still not gotten over it. I'm gonna say something as your Cousin okay..
"The truth is of the moment"
... so, Victoria was a bitch to go after you. She didn't have Feelings for you at the start. She was after Barry without feelings also, okay. It's not like she LOVED him. But she fell for YOU, she honestly - accidentally - did. And with you she could show her ❤️ still, even if it was half closed away. So, you fell for her too ya..
Then‼️ those moments together in Private that you had okay. Those were all you had, and that's what it was. And that was real. Those moments, that's what you Lost
Totally KNOW YOU, JOHN.. You were pissed so you decided to Do the Rumor she spread.
Andy: "I'll FILL MYSELF UP WITH COKE AND DIE FOR IT, SEE HOW YOU LIKEY IT. BITCH‼️"
John, do you Remember the song you wrote about her.. after it? You gotta listen, or I'm killing you OAEFF, bastard. You turned into her in your next life and did the same thing... while being a mf God
You killed Astraea to hell. Bitch, sit
In this song, ya..
▶️. JOHN, you grew Cold
▶️. you let her Close your heart, partly also. I fecking despise you for this. You became mean just like she.
▶️. you let Barry produce this.
▶️. you killed YOSELF consciously after, you hurt your dad the most. It was bastard, ya.
You're AN ASSHOLE
"Arrow through the Heart" is a song I truly never listened to. I always flipped it off right away. This time, I also couldn't listen all the way through.
And that's OBVIOUSPISS John Grimes singing, that's his mf voice. Piss Off right NOW if one of you even try to Deny this
☑️. "#Feelings are mf Valid, hoer" It is NOT FINE, because she hurt you. She hurt you so bad, it made you do a crazy thing so out of Character. You gotta just realise, she L🩷VED you okaya. And it was Painful what she did, it shocked you to pieces
Andy (1982): "I was BROKEN to pieces, I didn't understand how a person can Love me so honestly & truly, Deeply.. only to say goodbye so coldly"
Focus on your Feelings, ya. I'm your Cousin. BERT. JOHN LISTEN YA, she was a bitch okay.. I wasn't there in 1982 to tell you, BUTT.. she might've Liked and Loved you. But, she's not you. JOHN, she isn't. She won't change so fast, okay. She totally DID LOVE YOU, I know it's so confusing. But she did, OKAY. Just trust me.. she's just not you.
There's no EXCUSE for what she Did, but it's not like we're in Court
.... it really don't matter that it was in 1982, imagine yoself an old man. Who cares! That's your soul who felt this. You just never truly felt it out, and now you're stuck. You're unconsciously still waiting for her to SAY a thing. Look at your gfs in this Life okay
●. Emily Bitch Jade Elliott
●. Victoria Rose
●. some Apples
●. some Erins
WHAT⁉️ I might know the truth, they Don't. You don't know. John might've come through my window one night, and made me Pregnant for real in 3D. I also don't remember everything, maybe he put his #Milky in the WC and I took it on. Swear to God it happened.
●. Probably he went to Oma
●. He left it there, fecking don't know what he did in my Oma bathroom.
●. I went there every day, I went to the toilet every other second. As if it was calling me
●. I know I was pregnant! I didn't have a Period
... I was crying at mama with the weirdest feeling, saying "mama a thing is WRONG ya" I'm always on time and now I'm like not even getting it for like 4 months. I skipped like 3 already. I stood there panicking *I'm never gonna HAVA a baby! I've got no Period* and then it felt very Eery
I believe it was just #Destiny
YES! when Daisy come in with the news she's Pregnant.. I was as well. It was TOO WEIRD of a feeling I had then. I stayed away from mama, while Daisy was getting dangerously close. I was cold like a mf *Daisy get away from her, don't you see what I'm doing. Bitch* Daisy Lost that baby, because mama just took it. I ain't care, VOODOO is real. I had Juley with me
■. Daisy & me are in Sync
■. We've got a Deal from another Life, it's called The Daisypromise
.. it comes down to this, I just see Daisy Lost the baby. I don't know exactly when and how I knew this. I'm still Maria, have some mf ANTIDRAMA™ Respect. I just give up Juley even though I've no idea I got her, it was a Symbolic and unconscious thing. I do remember though. I gave up on having a Baby all together, ya.
"Oma is sick, I'll just NOT focus on it. Then I'm not gonna have a Baby. Okay" I was like 25 and I felt scared there. I was getting old
If you look back, YK.. you can totally see me Praying. I allays did, I would put my hands together subtly and suddenly was in a Zone. I was just Praying
●. I'm Fat, don't matter.
●. I'm 25 maybe I'm not, don't matter.
●. I'll have a baby one day, maybe not.
●. I have Oma. Oma is VIP
●. DAISY is having a Baby.
... JULEY is mainly my & JOHN in #DNA, I just thinky that. But she's got Daisy's as well, because she grew in her womb. She's got no JamieDNA, I stand by it
✔️. How is this not John Grimes' child.
0 likes, 0 comments - itselinephotos on October 28, 2024: "Might trick me once, I won't let you TRICK me twice. [That's a song, JOHN from The Jetz]. @jepicpics P.s. sitting at the Bar, I was totally listening to the song in the caption. While ADDING "ALL That She Wants" to it. You can totally #MIX [😌] them. Perfect Mix, can you RELACCY.".
⏹️. #SideNote. Oma is a friendly woman, it was a known fact that "weird boys" would knock her door. Maybe one day one knocked and asked to use the toilet, Oma would say yes to that if she wasn't yet in a wheelchair. Especially if the boy looks like John, get real. He might've. Every single Sunday at 4pm I used the toilet there 5x, you do the math. Why⁉️ I sneaked out to watch John & Ed post because they #Spammy and I was not allowed by mama to look
●. I kept it a Secret from mama from 2012 - 2017
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