đź—ˇ. Jungkook is now just my #Prototype for all Daisies, because I'm gonna assume Daisy is dead
The Daisy
â—Ź. I'm not gonna hide in a Burka like the most pieciest of pie, sweating and feeling ugly for you and your idea of "Protection" might do it once or twice. Then it's YOU who should #Proteccy
â—Ź. You are in a Glass Bubble and you gonna have to BREAK OUT OF IT yoself, because if I do it for you.. it'll put a stamp on us. I'll allays just be your mother.
â—Ź. WAKEUP and stay Wide Awake, life is bullshit. Just take it, stop thinking. I'm telling you, I know
P⚫️INT: give me back my Pain, you took it from me. I was standing there with a lot of pain from abuse, and you just took it away from me.. now I don't get weakened and can survive yes. But it's the wrong tactic. You can't NUMB me, I'm Eline.. but you just put #Iron™ on my skin. You should've just STOPPED the pain from happening and then taken the old pain away. What you mf doing is alike to the Devil's potion.. "morphine"
... you only gave me Titanium to survive, you took the pain and every time it's there you make sure I don't cry. You give me energy, and you protect my body. But they still keep giving it to me, so I'm running in circles. WHY can't you just ST🚫P them from giving it. Stand in front of them, and Refuse. Kill them, be my Clyde.. do the #CasaDelPapel.
✔️. It's not about me not Dying! I love that you protect my body. But, I also feel bad. I'm not happy, I'm being Bullied.. and it hurts. It's scary, I'm alone. Don't CAERE as much about ["Stay Alive" I care about being Happy]. I care about them stop bullying me. I care about getting out of this CIRCLE. I care about finally having "a Life" I care about finally having someone standing next to me who also thinks "People are such BULLSHIT" and kills them with me
đź—ˇ. Jungkook only about "I don't want to hurt you, I'm gonna take your pain"
đź—ˇ. Elina is about "I don't wanna hurt you, so I'm not gonna. I'm not gonna take your pain, they shouldn't have given it" and "I want to to be happy, I'm gonna make you happy"
â—Ź. I'm not a #Healer, deal with your own pain. This is nature, I'm a Lion. Ain't my business, bitch FUCK OFF
â—Ź. I'm just gonna make sure you ain't getting #Hurt at all. Not by me or any other. I'm gonna PROTECT you, I'll kill who is needed for it
I don't want you to "stand next to me", not yet. Wish you would stand in front of me