@jeneralist
Thank you Doctor, it is appreciated, and the reason I suffered through the illness for two months in 2020, before any shots were even an option - is because I'd rather die in my own bed than catch something even worse at the hospital where they were just plugging people in when they could find available ventilators, and... cringe.
That's the past. This is now, when the staff in my doctor's office masks up they're protecting me from someone with an aerosolized pathogen...
But when someone at the grocery store is masked up I go the other way because I think they've got tuberculosis. π
About 40k people die each year from influenza, give or take. I got my flu and pneumonia shots but will likely never take another Wuhan shot - it may have led to my congestive heart failure, and I've always been prone to prolonged respiratory issues following any flu that seem to come on about a week or two after I get over the illness and last another month. So it's not like I'm not wary.