Decided on a pattern for my Grandmother's Flower Garden Quilt an started to sew a test. My plan - so far - is to use no newly produced fabric. I made the first flowers out of a rest of my 1. medieval-byzantine garb, an old jumpsuit of my kid (woodland critters), a shirt I never wore and a vintage fabric scrap. The border of the flower (or the "ways" between the flowers in the garden, there will also be "leafs" in various shades of green) consists of second hand cloth, I hope I have enough of it. I had the luck to find second hand some vintage fabric from a quilter (may the earth be light on her). I bought ~ 4 Kg fabric online really cheap and without really knowing what was in it, only because of some turquoise cotton fabric I saw on a crappy photo. I gambled a bit and was rewarded. When I opened the parcel I was so happy to find that there were several pieces of (vintage and modern) damask bedclothes included, hand died in green, olive and turquoise. Really, it's an absolute treasure box.

Edit: (Also: I feel like I am deeply in need to review my thoughts about art and crafting. When I look at other peoples things: Yes! This is art!
When I look at my things: No, you just did.. apply things you bought, used techniques you saw. 🥴)

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Yeah, I know this reflex to good: "Look here. You look wrong! It's not really beautiful. There are mistakes. If you find them on your own, you will see, how I wasn't enough." I fear that is something learned as a female person. Don't boast! Be humble! While men of my generation often learned: Look at what I made! Hurrrrgh! 😅
@Magic_Cauldron "Art" doesn't mean something completely unknown to humankind. All of us have learned from others. ❤️
You are right! And I know that every art, every piece made by humans, is based on designs we saw with additions and recombinations we make - rationally. 😅 But... my inner voice/criticer must learn this too. 😬
@Magic_Cauldron if it’s created by a human it’s art to me, but I like an expansive definition of the term. Please don’t be too hard on yourself - anything that makes the world more beautiful, interesting (or weird) counts and your grandmother’s flowers from such an eclectic mix of meaningfully rescued and found fabrics definitely fits
I love you definition. Thanks! 😊
@Magic_Cauldron
It's so often the case that we undervalue what we make. Just like when someone praises our work and we get this pavlovian-like reaction into pointing out all the flaws, it's almost a compulsive urge. Very, very odd.
I don't know where that comes from but it gets in the way of us enjoying what we make. That's a shame. I'm hoping to learn to see my work as valuable because each "flaw" makes it more unique. Maybe that could work for seeing yours as art?
I feel so very fortunate (as a female-raised person) that I was always supported and complimented for my drawings and art since childhood by my family and teachers. This has let me to feel no worry and discomfort in sharing any of it, even if I know it isn't always perfect (but who cares?), and the same goes for other forms of art like music which I only started in my late teens. I just do it because I like it and I want to share my excitement with others. I've heard from friends who've really had to fight to make the things they do. I hope you can change your reflex and see your art as art and appreciate it because your art and you deserve it!!! It's fucking awesome what you create!!!
Thank you for your words. 💚