Where have you been on the scale recently?
Where have you been on the scale recently?
2 or 3
May your next day be better than the last.
High enough on the scale that thinking about where I am on the scale is mildly anxiety inducing lol.
Some day, I gotta just box that stuff up and shove it in a brain closet with locks on.
Which, I’m not complaining about the post, please don’t take my abnormal form of joking about the matter as anything like that.
I’m using it as a sideways approach to saying it’s been a bad anxiety day, trying to use a little humor to take the edge off while also venting a tiny bit.
Hell, it’s been a bad week, a bad month, and a bad year. World be crazy, and it grinds. Hard not to have anxiety spirals when there’s real world evidence that shit is pretty bad.
love buspar. such an interesting drug. doesn’t mess with anything, non abusive, non euphoric, non benzo anxiolytic.
oh yeah and you can fuck on it.
1.25.
Had some mild panic attacks for some reason recently though. It was maybe a lack of sleep.
6 years ago I was at 5. But I’ve slowly but surely been climbing. Today I find myself slightly above the chart, and I’ve been here for a year or two. Looking back I find it unbelievable that I lived at stage 4 for four years straight.
It gets better.
4±1. But 5 is rare
Fucking hell, I’m tired of being dysfunctional
I hope it gets better soon! :)
But yeah, can’t hurt to talk to professional
What does it mean when you feel 1 most of the time but occasionally instantly jump to 4/5 as stressors built up without your awareness?
Cause that’s me. Everything’s fine till it isn’t and I don’t see it coming
Anyone notice their is no ‘zero’ in that scale.
There’s no zero… :(
In ER b3cause I thought I was having a heart attack, and it looks like it was a panic attack instead.
Benzos are nice BTW. I can see why the docs can’t and shouldn’t prescribe them for regular use.