Dating with #tourettes is weird.
There are two things I have to deal with now that it is known about, but still misunderstood:
1. It's fetishized, and someone only likes me because they think it's quirky and weird. They view me more like a play thing, and don't see the real personality underneath. So I feel more like a toy.
2. They don't actually understand it, and only think they do, then doubt I actually have it, or use it against me in abusive manipulation.
@Caiotekit I have a bad picker unfortunately, and always find assholes who pretend to be understanding, then turn into terrors to my life.
But I have faith!
@surfhosting @RationalizedInsanity
I can understand that. I wish it were different.
@Caiotekit @surfhosting Just need to find myself an empathetic, kind weirdo like myself.
I love myself so that's all I need for now.
@RationalizedInsanity @surfhosting
This is why I always feel more comfortable around neurodivergent and LBG+ communities than I do in the otherworld.
@surfhosting @Caiotekit I agree. Someone who has never experienced mental illness or otherwise simply doesn't understand what it is actually like.
It creates a lot of tension, and misunderstanding.
I should find myself someone with Tourettes and have the most annoying little family ever!
@RationalizedInsanity @Caiotekit I just need a sleepy love-forward INFP space cadet / follower of hyperfocus butterflies
lately I'm pretty sure that's never gonna happen for me, nor anything like it.
@surfhosting @Caiotekit Sew I want kind of the opposite.
Someone super hyper who can keep up with my insanity, and explosive energy, which is hard.
I haven't lost faith yet!
@jrcs3 Well that is unfortunate. Though honestly constantly being sexually driven to some extent whether you want to or not due to an extremely high sex drive, is also a bit of a curse.
Because you don't think clearly getting into a relationship, and end up with an awful person occasionally.
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