Gas had to be euthanized a few hours ago in horrible circonstances due to brain metastasis and inimaginable pain.

I'm... Destroyed. Aimless and lost, heartbroken.

I'll come back after a night, I desperately need to sleep...

Rest in peace, my angel. πŸ’”

#RIPGas

Thank you so much for your support. I will answer asap but need to process.

Had to pay a bit over 1000€ in total, so the fundraising is still active and I don't even have 1€ on my bank account anymore, they didn't want me to pay in a few times so I can't even eat and still owe them a lot of money.

Links to donate are still pinned, thank you for any help.

Please I just want them to leave me alone after what they've done to us.

@mutualaid

I'll edit tomorrow for the exact amounts and change the pinned post, or edit it too with the updated info...

Gonna try to sleep, I'll see y'all later. Just can't do anything else.

Sending much love your way 

@Testoceratops Oh, dude.

*Dude.*

I'm so sorry the world keeps punching you in the gut.

Be good to yourself, remember the good times, and remember that you were there for him as much as you could be in those final days and hours. I'm sure he appreciated that.

May the dawn bring... Hell, *anything* better than this. πŸ’™

@LexYeen Thank you so much, Alexis. It really means a lot to me.

Thanks for reminding me of the good things, I think I needed it now so that's nice.

Thanks for your support, your time and care. I deeply appreciate it and am really grateful to have friends like you all. πŸ’™

@Testoceratops i don't know you, but i'm very sorry for your loss. and if you have any doubts (most of us do), you absolutely did the right thing. ​​
@warrioroflatte Thank you so much for your kindness, it really helped when I read it. So sorry I haven't been able to answer before. Thank you again, please take care 
@Testoceratops πŸ’œπŸ’œβ€‹πŸ’œβ€‹β€‹
@pamela Thank you so much, friend. Means a lot to me πŸ’œ
@Testoceratops i'm so so sorry. sending all my love and care and light to you all. so sorry.
@moonrabbit This is so kind of you, thanks a thousand times. So sorry I didn't answer before, but I've read everything back then and it was really helpful, thanks for all the love and support!
@Testoceratops I send you so much love at this sad time. πŸ’š
@bright_helpings Thank you so much, Erik. It's really nice of you. Much love to you too, friend. πŸ’š
@Testoceratops god, I'm so sorry. Words never feel right but wishing you all the best through the grief.
@cryptidshadows Thanks a lot for your sweet words, I'm really grateful. Sorry for my late answer!
@Testoceratops It's always terrible to lose a faithful pet, especially when they're hurting like that. At least their suffering is at an end. πŸ«‚β€οΈ
@alshra Thank you for your message and support. I'm really grateful you took the time to write it. Yes, at least he doesn't suffer anymore and that's what's important πŸ«‚β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
@Testoceratops so sorry for your loss
@forestine Thank you so much for your support, means a lot to me β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
@Testoceratops I'm so sorry. It's always so painful to lose a loved one like this. It sounds like you were lucky to have each other
@Yza I was the luckiest, I feel so empty without them. Losing my cat and then my dog 3 weeks later is breaking me from inside
@Testoceratops when someone is a part of you life it feels like losing a part of yourself. in a way, i suppose you are, but that would mean that a part of them is in you too. they will always be with you, but it hurts so much
@Yza That's exactly how it feels like, thank you so much. Thank you especially for reminding me that a part of them - not just memories - is in me too. Yes it hurts so much
@Testoceratops I know how it feels. I'm glad I could help a little. i'm wishing you the best
@Yza I feel you. Thanks again for your words. Wishing you the best as well