I can’t stop it..
I can’t stop rocking my body. Constantly rocking back and forth, if not I’m shaking my legs, pacing, excessively tapping my feet. Whether I’m standing, sitting or laying down. If I try to force myself to stop I start shaking and feeling like I’m drowning.
There are people in my life to think if they just hold me down it will go away, but it just makes what’s causing me to do that from the inside worse.
I just want it to fucking stop..