This is a thread about the persona Anarqxista Goldman, AKA Dionysia Exarchopoulos and other variations on those names.

She was not killed two days ago in a knife fight as claimed by her twitter account because she never existed in the first place. She is a fabrication by Andrew Lloyd, AKA Dr. eXistenZ.

What follows is a thread detailing her non-existence

Note that this research was compiled by several people, and I am just the spokesperson.

In 2020, a supposed 25-year old sex worker living in a so-called "Nude House" commune of free love in Southern Europe appeared online and began writing books. Her career came to an end when she supposedly died defending a woman from a domestic violence attack on 10 January 2023.

The only problem is that Anarqxista Goldman never existed. Instead Andrew Lloyd or Dr. eXistenZ created her as a fantasy of his mind in 2020 after bemoaning how middle-aged cis white men are never respected or listened to. To decrease confusion, we'll be sticking predominantly with the pronoun "they."

This is the post that announced their "death."

https://raddle.me/f/Anarchism/150617/anarqxista-has-died-a-great-soul-has-left-earth

Anarqxista has died. A great soul has left earth.

Raddle

Before 2020, Goldman predominately wrote under then name Dionysia Exarchopoulos, having returned from Germany to the UK and leaving the moniker Dr. Existenz behind. You can find their self uploaded work here

https://archive.org/search.php?query=creator%3A%22Dionysia+Exarchopoulos

and references to the Goldman character as Dionysia here:

https://archive.is/c3uhx

or on the Anarqxista Goldman twitter.

However, Dr. Existenz sadly forgot to scrub the reality of who they were as they fell further into the fantasy of concocting an attractive 25-year old sex worker with photos stolen from some actual worker.

Internet Archive Search: creator:"Dionysia Exarchopoulos

From the "Manifesto: Discussions About Human Beings":

"Although I wish I didn't have to address this before we begin, in a collection of articles that used to be about sex and gender (and in some places still is) it is probably incumbent upon me to say who the author here is. I am a white, middle-aged male from the UK who has lived both in the UK and Europe (specifically, Germany) in my lifetime."

https://archive.org/details/11-manifesto/page/173/mode/2up
https://archive.is/p2KiN

Manifesto: Discussions About Human Beings : Dionysia Exarchopoulos : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

The first of three books that are a collection of essays about subjects social, political, moral, existential, philosophical and religious that lead to me...

Internet Archive

They start to use the name Dionysia Anaroqxista in a "Change of Consciousness" and with their piece about Emma Goldman.

https://archive.org/stream/a-change-of-consciousness/A%20Change%20of%20Consciousness_djvu.txt

https://archive.is/5P9BY

Full text of "A Change Of Consciousness"

On The Anarchist Library, you find the entry for The Nietzschean Anarchist, https://archive.is/Vfiej, which links to the Dionysia Exarchopouos archive[.]org page (https://archive.org/details/anarchy-and-anarchisms) and the full piece "Anarchy and Anarchisms" by Dionysia Exarchopoulos.

For ideas on their actual age, which is again NOT 27, they leave clues throughout:

In "There is Nothing to Stick To," they mention beginning in biblical studies and having spent over 20 years engaged in research.

https://archive.org/stream/there-is-nothing-to-stick-to-A/ThereIsNothingToStickTo1_djvu.txt

Full text of "There Is Nothing To Stick To 1: Every Step is On The Path"

They also mention in 'Nothing to Stick To' that they wrote the "Wisdom of Tao" which is authored by Dr. Existenz and was uploaded by Andrew Lloyd.

https://archive.org/details/WisdomOfTao

https://archive.ph/TVphY

The Wisdom of the Tao : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

The Wisdom of the Tao is a book of thoughts and ponderings primarily guided by philosophy that stems from the Eastern philosophical  spiritualities of Taoism...

Internet Archive

Another item of interest is that Andrew Lloyd/Dr. Existenz's autobiography is the same book as Goldman's "Dionysia Goth"

https://archive.is/DknQy

https://archive.org/stream/dionysia-goth-13/Dionysia%20Goth_djvu.txt
https://archive.is/7gP6j

In it they talk about a sexual encounter after meeting someone online in the "late 90s," sometime after an earlier sexual experience in their "early twenties."

In one of books by Andrew Lloyd/Dr. Existenz's, "Sound and Fury," they admit to creating a fake profile of a young attractive woman.

https://archive.org/stream/SoundAndFury/Sound%20and%20Fury_djvu.txt
https://archive.is/iSftI

Full text of "Sound And Fury"

In this book they list their birthday as in January 1969. If they share the same birthday as their creation, Goldman, January 13th.. they will be turning 54 in two days.

Anyway. Andrew Lloyd, I know you're going to see this because I know you watch my profiles because I habitually shit talk on Anarqxista, so for your birthday on the ominous day of Friday the 13th, I hope you have a shit day and break your ankle stepping off a curb. Fuck you.

Also if you want their scribd, take a look here: https://www.scribd.com/user/286271672/Andrew-Lloyd
Andrew Lloyd (AndrewLloyd13) | Scribd

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Scribd
Berlinerisch, by Dr. Existenz

10 track album

Dr. Existenz
Some of my personal thoughts on this fiasco are here. Keeping them separate from the research to avoid attributing my personal thoughts to the other researchers. https://kolektiva.social/@hakan_geijer/109672086785456473
Håkan Geijer (@[email protected])

Anarqxista / Andrew Lloyd was chased off twitter for their pro-pedo takes (about Berkman and Edelsohn) so they came here to Koletiva. They were banned for said pedo shit, so they returned to twitter and then found a home at ni[.]hil[.]ist. From there they were banned for pedo shit. One easy way to rehabilitate the image of someone terrible is for them to catch charges or get clapped. If you went to jail, you're "the real deal" and beyond reproach. If you're dead, people aren't permitted to speak ill of you. My theory is that Lloyd was feeling the walls closing in on Anarqxista and offed her in a perfectly heroic way to cover up what was being levied against her to save her legacy.

kolektiva.social
Uh oh spaghettios
Dionysia's work is removed from the Internet Archive too

Adding this link here too. Short story is that Lloyd used the trust to form online sexual relations including the trading of images with people he met via Anarqxista's twitter

https://kolektiva.social/@nobonzo/109672827626065077

noBonzo (@[email protected])

Content warning: cw: sexual abuse

kolektiva.social
Further update. Lloyd has done this before with the Twitter account Anarchagrrl. https://kolektiva.social/@nobonzo/109673718059927204
noBonzo (@[email protected])

Important update to @hakan_geijer 's earlier thread. This is Andrew Peter Lloyd who ran the fake Anarqxista Goldman account A known and long running predator and creep. Who has been outted before for similiar behavior. https://drive.google.com/file/d/16sCLiyjexKxiw38r6LyxHb37lqbGS6u_/view

kolektiva.social

After getting caught, he wrote a statement admitting to it. He probably assumes this is an apology or at least something that will placate us, but it opens with calling us children and then justifies his actions.

This of course is after locals said they’d turn up at his flat and posted photos of it. Fear much?

https://archive.org/details/statement_202301/mode/2up

Archive: https://archive.is/XGGRc

statement : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

a statement

Internet Archive
@hakan_geijer …meaning he’s going to do it again too.
@hakan_geijer holy shit. What the fuck. Now that you mention it, Goldman's account held by “the nude house” asked me to publish her obituary on the Anarchist Library and the tone of the message FELT THE SAME as Goldman's.
@hakan_geijer confirmed from the auto biography, bday is Jan 13th 1969 and full name is Andrew Peter Lloyd.
Lol.

@hakan_geijer George "Spike" Finley did similar though used gaming networks for this endeavor.

https://www.eurogamer.net/news080306counterstrikemolester

He did it over the span of 10 years and tried to reinvent himself like this, but was always linked to old posts.

Source: old gamer now doctor who hated this guy.

Counter-Strike clan leader accused of paedophilia

A 52 year old Canadian man has been arrested by police following allegations that he exploited his role as a Counter-St…

Eurogamer.net
@hakan_geijer Also the ones under "Andrew Lloyd"

I will be disappointed if the bandcamp goes too. I was vibing to that.
@hakan_geijer I had no idea you could delete an account from beyond the grave
@hakan_geijer The archive.org links don't work anymore either
@hakan_geijer what we don't understand is the motive. Why do this? Just for internet attention?
@hakan_geijer it's the same black circle
@hakan_geijer it seems like they reference Dionysia a few times but I haven't seen proof yet that they are the same person, is it not possible she was inspired by them?
@hakan_geijer they appear to have removed several of these documents from archive.org.

@hakan_geijer
The link about Dionysia shows nothing. The other shows a screenshot of a tweet from AG, but the link there goes to a non-existent page.

As I read through this thread & check more links, it appears all the links on Archive.org have been deleted.

@hakan_geijer
What, exactly, did I say to you that merited being called a "wet fart"?
@Jeramee The Internet Archive links got taken down in the past few hours, the archive.is links still work though
@ruineroflife
Thank you.
I cannot see the conversation now. It seems that Hakan blocked me shortly after insulting me.

@Jeramee

archive.is/c3uhx if you can't see it. The Anarqxista Twitter account references one of the now deleted Internet Archive posts published under Dionysia's name

@hakan_geijer common raddle L; Ziq's desire to make sockpuppets has spread...
@hakan_geijer this is crazy. This goes from "somebody using pseudonym to write some crank theories" via "what kind of alternate reality game this is?" to "oh my god, this is some sexual-predator scheme..." so fast. Crazy stuff.
@hakan_geijer To you and whoever else helped dig all this up, thank you.
@hakan_geijer Does anyone know whose pics they were stealing for this? I feel bad for whoever's having their face / promo shots posted around for this, probably without their knoweldge. :(
(I guess they never specified what country exactly the supposed 'collective house' was in, because then people from that country might have pointed out that it didn't exist.)
@hakan_geijer @CriminalCabbage didn't they join the reading group the other day?

@vos @hakan_geijer

Yes tho they didn't use video or voice chat. They only typed.

@hakan_geijer fucking hell, shit's so fucked up
@hakan_geijer wait, who's the actual person in the photo?

@hakan_geijer You're absolutely blowing my mind. What a thread. Thank you for this.

And for your other "opinion" thread, I think you're absolutely right in what motivated their alleged "death." It was an escape from accusations that retroactively covered their reputation.

Just absolutely *wild.*

@hakan_geijer What the fuck?! You know what? Last night I had doubts about the statement and I thought she might have faked her death because maybe something happened. But I wanted to wait because everyone was mourning. Now you come up with this and I'm even more shocked than before. Especially because I fell for it. It was so authentic somehow.
@ANARCORAXA @hakan_geijer the whole thing felt weird from the start, like why would people close to her write such a polished obituary so soon after her death? And that compared to the way she died. It all seemed just so cliché to me. Not saying people don’t die in that way, they definitely do, but combined with this whole obituary it felt like something out of a badly written novel. The whole thing just didn’t feel as messily emotional as you’d expect.
@ANARCORAXA @hakan_geijer I guess in retrospect we’re always smarter and we can’t act on every little bit of intuition. It just didn’t feel as viscerally impactful as something like that should feel, and before the reveal it seemed a lot more logical to question if maybe I was just that much of a cold hearted person to not be impacted nearly as much as I should by this… and maybe I am, who knows
@enby_of_the_apocalypse After I let it sink in, it also seemed very strange to me. In recent weeks, people in my circle of acquaintances have died and at first glance, I blindly believed that it was true. @hakan_geijer

@hakan_geijer what the actual shit?! are who's pictures are those then?

do they know their pics were being used without their knowledge?

@hakan_geijer important context from twitter that I think is wayyy important

as it seems that Lloyd used this fake account with his stolen photos of a sex worker to solicit sexual attention, photos, and engagement from people

from twitter user @/emmaaintdead

Given that the majority of Anarqxista's presence was overtly sexual, and how many people had said previously they had shared sexually intimate details and photos with that account after building online friendships, I don't think "we were fooled" is enough. That's sexual violence.

If what the people who claimed to have been long distance partners of or in sexually open friendships with is to be believed, the man behind the account of Anarqxista Goldman knowingly deceived them into consenting to sexual acts with him.

I think the deletion of accounts was not out of embarrassment, but out of legitimate fear of this dynamic being discussed. We should absolutely discuss it.

My condolences and sympathy to those who, if this was your relationship with "her", likely feel incredibly violated.

https://twitter.com/EmmaAintDead/status/1613287310199488513

𝔻𝕪𝕒𝕥𝕝𝕠𝕧 ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 ℙ𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕖 on Twitter

“Given that the majority of Anarqxista's presence was overtly sexual, and how many people had said previously they had shared sexually intimate details and photos with that account after building online friendships, I don't think "we were fooled" is enough. That's sexual violence.”

Twitter

@hakan_geijer another important update

he is a well known predator and creep who has done this before

https://drive.google.com/file/d/16sCLiyjexKxiw38r6LyxHb37lqbGS6u_/view