I record a lot of videos and make a lot of content that I think are complete garbage, with mistakes and rabbit holes and wasted time, and I don't think it will be useful for anyone or no one would watch.

But I try to remind myself... doing it in the first place is better than not doing it at all.

@JohnHammond You are one of the best infosec content creaters. Your videos are amazing and your yt channel is gold mine of knowledge. I think what you are saying about bad, full of mistakes, unpublished content is absolutely normal and it's just a hidden, needed background of your greatness. Everyone make mistakes and sink into rabitt holes, it looks like a wasted time but it's not. Thanks to this 'wasted' time your knowledge and content is top notch. Keep up the amazing job and never doubt in yourself because you are amazing human and expert.