Maddy "Maddypaws" Paws ;Struggle continues, feel like dying on the regular.
But y'know, happens every 5 months like clockwork, so I dunno why it's any more worth complaining about this time than the last umpteen times. This time just comes with bonus akathisia.
Legit, next thing to try, on the strong recommendation of my doctor, is shrooms. My last experience was whatever, but I proceeded to be mostly clear of symptoms for like two years. Two years! Two years of blessed silence would be amazing.
I have a REAL hard time talking about this in a conversation, and a much easier time shouting over social media. It's led to fights with those I'm close to, even, and a lot of me hiding stuff from loved ones. I wish like hell it was easier, cause I always feel like it's driving a wedge between me and my loved ones when I probably need them most.
Talking about it in abstract is something I can do, though, and that helps some. Being earnest and real less so. I talk about depression well (and often!), But I don't ask for help well at all :P I either don't want to be a downer or don't kord what to say other than I'm down c.c
Zeta Syanthis@makyo I feel you 100%. It's a lot easier to write it out here, and let your friends and family choose whether to interact with it.
@makyo And for that matter,*hugs* >.<
Vickie/Heffboom Konijn/Paz@makyo *offers supportive hugs*