Quote of the day, 20 November: St. Thérèse
On 20 November 1887, Pope Leo XIII received pilgrims from the dioceses of Coutances, Bayeux, and Nantes in a private audience. Father Révérony, the Vicar General of Bayeux, introduced the pilgrims from Bayeux and Lisieux. Thérèse explains what happened during the papal audience in a letter to her sister, Pauline.
My dear little Pauline,
God is making me pass through real trials before having me enter Carmel. I am going to tell you how my visit with the pope went.
Oh! Pauline, if you could only have read my heart, you would have seen there a great confidence. I believe I did what God wanted me to do, and now there remains nothing for me to do but to pray.
Monseigneur [the bishop] was not there. M. Révérony [the Vicar General] was taking his place. For you to get an idea of the audience, it would be necessary for you to be there.
The pope was seated on a large chair, very high. M. Révérony was very close to him; he was looking at the pilgrims who were passing in front of the pope after kissing his foot, and he was saying a word about some of them. You can imagine how my heart was beating when seeing my turn come, but I did not want to return to my place without having spoken to the pope. I said what you were telling me in your letter but not all, for M. Révérony did not give me time.
He said immediately: “Most Holy Father, this is a child who wants to enter Carmel at fifteen, but the superiors are considering the matter at this moment.” (The good pope is so old that one would say he is dead; I would never have pictured him like this. He can hardly say anything. It is M. Révérony who talks.)
I would have liked to be able to explain my business, but there was no way. The Holy Father said simply: “If God wills it, you will enter.” Then they made me pass into another room.
Oh! Pauline, I cannot tell you what I felt. I was crushed. I felt I was abandoned, and then, I am so far, so far. . . .
I was crying a lot when writing this letter; my heart is heavy. However, God cannot give me trials that are above my strength. He has given me the courage to bear this trial. Oh! it is very great. . . . But, Pauline, I am the Child Jesus’ little ball; if He wishes to break His toy, He is free. Yes, I will all that He wills.
Saint Thérèse of Lisieux
LT 36, letter to Pauline Martin (Agnès of Jesus, OCD)
20 November 1887
Note: The bishop of Bayeux, Monseigneur Hugonin, did not participate in the pilgrimage. Monseigneur Germain, the bishop of Coutances, presented his 125 pilgrims, then left Father Révérony to introduce the pilgrims from Bayeux.
St. Thérèse kneels before Pope Leo XIII, 20 November 1887 at the Vatican | Photo credit: Fr. Paul Embery via Catholic Church of England and Wales / Flickr (Some rights reserved)Thérèse of Lisieux, S & Clarke, J 1982, General Correspondence: Letters of Saint Therese of Lisieux: Volume 1 1877-1890, Centenary ed., Institute of Carmelite Studies, Washington DC.
We always refer to the website of the Archives of the Carmel of Lisieux for the vast majority of our quotes concerning Saint Thérèse, Saint Zélie, and Saint Louis Martin, but if you would like to purchase any of the English translations that appear on the Archives website, please visit the website of our Discalced Carmelite friars at ICS Publications.
Featured image: Pope Leo XIII, Charles M. Johnson, 1899, fumée engraving in black on tissue paper, National Gallery of Art, Washington DC (Public domain)
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