My (#hyperallistic) wife and I have been watching the series "Atypical", about an #autistic high-schooler. Even though the series appears to be better than its reputation, I haven't enjoyed it as much as I expected to, because of an inability to identify with the autistic protagonist Sam. And it isn't just the age difference; I remember quite vividly what high school was like. It's more that I'm atypical even among the atypical — different from Sam in several ways:

(1) #Monotropism versus #kaleidotropy: Sam has a few stereotypically restricted and repetitive interests; for example, Antarctic penguins. Any one of my interests, viewed in isolation, might look like that from the outside — yet unpredictably, at any time, they can easily be pushed aside by other, even more fascinating special interests.

(2) Sensation avoidance versus sensation seeking: Sam must wear noise-cancelling headphones to avoid shutdowns and meltdowns, for example. I do have some sensation-avoidant characteristics; in particular, I detest clothing tags as torture devices. But my attitude toward bright light is an example of the opposite tendency. I wish the bright fluorescent panels at work were even brighter; it annoys me when old ones that are starting to dim aren't promptly replaced. And both at home and at work, I find myself staring at light sources without even thinking about it. It's a stim, or would be if I didn't consciously restrain myself from doing it, reminding myself that it isn't good for my eyes.

(3) Visual thinking versus verbal thinking: although Sam is quite articulate in words, he has a special talent for drawing, and at least some tendency toward "thinking in pictures". Although I have a vivid visual imagination, I can't really draw or paint at all; and even when I see vivid images in my mind, "left-brain" abstraction, logic, and calculation remain firmly in the driver's seat. I have a tendency to remember generalizations, and forget the examples or statistics that established them — which can be inconvenient when I'm trying to persuade someone else to agree.

(4) #Alexithymia versus no alexithymia: Sam has almost as much difficulty perceiving his own emotions as in reading other people's. For example, several episodes are devoted to his struggles to decide whether or not he is in love. By contrast, although I have stereotypically autistic difficulties in reading other people's emotions from their speech and behavior, I have never had any difficulty at all in perceiving my own emotions.

I'd be interested in hearing other people's reactions to the series "Atypical", or to the contrasts I've drawn here.

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@PatternChaser I think it's a sensation-avoider thing, which the majority of #autistics are — but by no means all. I'm autistic, but I'm a sensation SEEKER, not an avoider. I work 12-hour night shifts in an inpatient pharmacy, with a ceiling filled with huge fluorescent light fixtures — and I wish they were even brighter. At home, I'm not the one who wants the lights kept dim — it's my #hyperallistic wife. I've nicknamed her "Batgirl" because of her strong preference for low light, which I don't share at all. She habitually keeps the lights so low that I can't even read printed paper pages in our living room — only actively illuminated screens. I've told her, only half jokingly, that I wish we had operating-theater floodlights throughout the house.

LET THERE BE LIGHT!!

@punishmenthurts @autistics I think it would do a lot of them a lot of good to meet a #hyperallistic or two. Somehow the yapping of Chihuahuas doesn't make such an impression anymore once you've met a Doberman.
@VulcanTourist @autistics On the topic of fictional portrayals of #hyperallism: unfortunately, most fictional portrayals of anything that would look like it take the "Zen master" approach, depicting it not as a neurotype but as the outcome of intensive, years-long theoretical study combined with equally intensive and prolonged praxis. The best-known example is probably the Second Foundation in Isaac Asimov's science fiction. But there is one other TV series (besides "High Potential") that does portray a genuinely #hyperallistic character: #Ria on "Lie to me". The series is based on real-life deception expert Paul #Ekman, and thus takes the "Zen master" approach for the other characters, including the principal protagonist, Ekman counterpart Cal #Lightman. But #Ria is portrayed as a (very rare) "natural", born with lie-detection abilities that it took the other characters, including Lightman, years of painstaking study and practice to acquire. I highly recommend "Lie to me", not only because of #Ria, but also because it is much more realistic than Asimov, so that even the characters who are not "naturals" provide a reasonably good portrayal of what #hyperallistic abilities might look like.

@VulcanTourist @verdantsquare @autistics Would you also lay claim to the next part of my description of Morgan?

"Instead of missing social cues, she sees every one of them. She can all but read minds."

By "hyperacutely tuned in", I wasn't referring to the idiosyncratic hyperawareness of various sensations and events that is indeed common in autistics, including myself. A hyperawareness that is either random and unfocused, or focused in a way driven by our own internal priorities, rather than by any role in understanding the social world in which neurotypicals live. The awareness of neurotypicals — and, even far more so, that of #hyperallistics — is an ORGANIZED awareness. Organized around the task of understanding the neurotypical social world. It includes the ability to TUNE OUT things that are irrelevant to that task — and organize the things that are.

I've nicknamed my #hyperallistic wife "Madame Butterfly" ever since we watched "The Life of David Gale" together. While I was attending to idiosyncratically selected scenes and dialogue of interest solely from my particular autistic perspective, she was instinctively yet methodically organizing subtle clues that I would never have noticed. Then, in an early scene, she heard music from Puccini's opera playing on a truck stereo, integrated that with information she had already gathered — and correctly predicted the entire complex plot of the movie. (I could have watched that early part of the movie 100 times and I would never have guessed the ending.)

And in the 1980s, a friend — whom I now, with hindsight, recognize as #hyperallistic — was so fascinated with the process of party politics in the USA that he decided he'd like to have the experience of being on the floor of the Democratic national convention. He had no nefarious purpose; he wasn't trying to steal Democratic Party secrets, or influence the outcome of the convention, or anything like that. But he also had no legitimate purpose for being there. If I had wanted to have that experience, I would have thought: "It would be nice; so would orbiting the Earth, but I have no more chance of getting past the Dems' security than of stowing away on the Space Shuttle." But to him, the neurotypical Dem security officers were merely a speedbump. I forget the details of the scam he used, but it involved diversion and distraction; he intuitively understood and exploited the attention overload involved in policing an event with so many attendees. And he had the experience he wanted — undetected.

What is more, he made the same mistake implied by the title and dialogue of "High Potential". He thought his #hyperallistic abilities were conferred simply by high intelligence, and couldn't understand why I couldn't do the same. He even told me I could if I wanted to! (Not in this universe.)

Can you perform feats like these? If so, then maybe your autism diagnosis should indeed be reconsidered. But if not, you're no more #hyperallistic than I am.

@dedicto @verdantsquare @autistics

> Morgan is #hyperallistic — the polar opposite of autistic. Instead of being detached from her physical and social environment as we are, she's hyperacutely tuned in to it. Instead of being oblivious, she notices and keeps track of EVERYTHING.

You might have just described me. So much for my autism diagnosis....

@verdantsquare It absolutely floors me that anyone would think Morgan Gillory on "High Potential" is autistic. She is as far from autistic as it's possible to get. Neither are her abilities merely a matter of high general intelligence, as the show's title, and some of its dialogue, would suggest. Morgan is #hyperallistic — the polar opposite of autistic. Instead of being detached from her physical and social environment as we are, she's hyperacutely tuned in to it. Instead of being oblivious, she notices and keeps track of EVERYTHING. Sherlock Holmes with fluorescent nail polish. Instead of missing social cues, she sees every one of them. She can all but read minds.

Morgan is not neurotypical. #Hyperallism is a kind of neurodivergence — but it's the very opposite of OUR kind.

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@graymattergrcltd @autistics Another issue with the #EnvironmentalYoke: even if we abstract from concerns of context and goals, and evaluate the standard-issue neurotypical environmental yoke strictly in terms of fitness for purpose as a means of succeeding in neurotypical human society, it's likely that it still falls far short of perfection even when viewed through that highly focused lens. If you want to understand neurotypicals and their interactions, it certainly helps to BE one; but it doesn't follow that that's the path to the best possible understanding.

I believe #hyperallistics exist: people who deviate from neurotypicality in the opposite direction from autistics. (Indeed, I believe my wife is one.) Instead of turning off the environmental yoke and seeing how the world looks without it, as autistics do, they develop it to heights of sophisticated performance that neurotypicals can only dream of. In #hyperallistic hands, the neurological mechanism becomes so good at perceiving how the social world really works that it becomes a true instrument of liberation, rather than a gadget to facilitate going along to get along — it is no longer appropriate to call it a yoke.

@Tooden No doubt you're right. That's what my #hyperallistic wife always says when I think I see a resemblance between celebrities: "They look nothing alike!"
@Lydie @JessTheUnstill Ironically, my wife is NOT #autistic, but #hyperallistic — similar to neurotypicals, but enhanced in neurotypical abilities, and capable of beating neurotypicals at their own game. I think she's so introverted because she understands people too well to like most of them very much! #OrcsWithPretensions