I might make a list of reasons I want to get skinny. I feel like it would be motivating to go back and look at it

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sometimes when I go over my limit I purposely cause a flare up by exercising for longer than I should. it's like a punishment for binging </3

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I've been doing so good lately and then I fucked it up and binged </3 I'll go on a walk later to fix it but I'm so mad at myself

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I tend to get really nauseous if I eat too early in the morning and my guardian knows that, but she still forces me to eat right after I wake up

get me out of here </3

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I love popsicles they're so low cal and they stop my binge urges

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I get a lot of gender euphoria when I fast/feel hungry I have no idea why

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I kind of want to post my stats but I'm genuinely so embarrassed of them

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now that I'm done with my finals I can focus more on losing weight again

I hate the heat of summer though it makes my flare ups way worse/more common so I can't exercise as often </3 I'm just gonna have to lower my cal limit

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What I eaten today:

Nut mix -120cal

One slice of bread and butter (margarine) -140cal

Had lunch maybe around-330cal

Zero sugar spring Flavered water-0cal

Total 590cal

Notes: my limit rn is about 400-500 cals plus I do some exercise and fasting but that was good for day one! Of taking this srs my goal is to be skinny for my brithday (which is in 2 months) Taggs: #eddon #jraidon #landminedon #landmineblogging