I think emergency measures to lower postal package prices and even develop "wartime" "pandemictime" postal delivery for things to encourage people to network peer to peer more and not all go into centralized gathers.

#RoundSparrowToDo : research projects and ideas like this post-pandemic recommendations for future.

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make a comprehension list and possibly quiz of mapping out all the falsehoods that come from consumption of information. From other people, books, etc. What unreality people believe is real, without evidence or with major misinterpretation of reality.

There seems to be multiple people who end up believing similar falsehoods - patterns in what has a good sales pitch / compelling story.

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My own language models of autism brain are burned out so bad I can't finish.

8.5 billion people on Earth. Surkov won, big time, Russia won big time. NATO lost.

#RoundSparrowToDo I probably can't finish or edit what I've written here, a struggle I have had.

#RoundSparrowToDo - needs editing like most of my writing this year. I struggle.

Love to all, compassion to all.

"Make America Humble", make america avoid the downfalls of hubris. Let America become leaders in peace, open education, with the goal that knowledge and education elevate the whole world in peace and elimination of hate.

#RoundSparrowToDo like most my writing these days, it is poor quality and needs rewrite and editing. I may or may nor revisit this.

#RoundSparrowToDo - like so many of my writing lately, the brain damage and my personal problems with autism really degrade my communications. I may not finish this.

I really want to see the USA turn around the hate that since 2013 Russia has seeded in our nation and become more educated about media ecology, Neil Postman's teaching etc. But I personally struggle so much with communications now that I'm crying in public here on social media. Raw mental breakdown.

I thought my choice to have a marriage without children was odd, but I didn't realize how much it was related to having autism my whole life. I also realized why I worked from home for the previous decade, as socially I couldn't cope with high-pressure work environments day in and day out since age 30. Long-term burnout. It wasn't a coincidence I had made the choice to work at home in late 1999, it was my then unknown autism.

ok, #RoundSparrowToDo - I can't finish this. Today problem. Worn out.

#OutGroupHate #HateOutGroups ::: #MicroHate #MacroHate

Like Macro Economics and Micro Economics, Hate comes in many sizes. Individual direct experience, such as a child who hates a parent, or a marriage that ends in divorce with an "ex" who is hated. Group associations, such as war between nations (flag symbol associations, national identity that may transcend genders, skin color, genders, economic classes, etc).

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Being born in 1969 and graduating high school in 1988, my Indiana high school didn't know or speak about autism. I wasn't diagnosed until age 39, back in 2008, 2009.

Unmasking for me hasn't been a choice. My mask was falling off, that's how I discovered I had autism. But my mask had been falling off all along, and I had made adjustments, dealt with hard choices.

Shortly before age 30, I had struggled enough in office work environments that when I got fired from a job for being frustrated with communications I left structured office work environments. This was a decade before I knew the details of autism.

Autism has been a decade by decade loss for me. Loss of being able to work in a routine office environment structure, having to find work that was flexible enough that I could do it on a schedule of when I could do best.

Then loss of my first marriage. It was during the divorce that I found out about autism, the person I hired to help manage my divorce happened to be an autism expert and dealt with divorces involving autistic children. I had no children, but this assistant turned to me after working with me for a month or so and said I needed to learn about autism.

this was 2009, there was little books about adult autism and Asperger's syndrome was still thing. Nobody talked about the life expectancy issue, it wasn't until 2018 that I came across studies and articles mentioning the topic.

It's been 15 years now that I've been reading about autism, many times in support groups from #ActuallyAutistic perspective and not just the medical science side.

Loss, grief, of abilities. I've forgotten it, but there was a term someone used in therapy about "loss of dream" grief. And i haven't heard about that in autism support groups as much as I think.

If my autism in childhood had been more dramatic I would have been diagnosed with something, but I wasn't. And I had "the good side" of overachiever from age 16 onward with computers and book authoring at age 20. In reality, I was not able to juggle work and a social life, so work was always the priority. My work and hobby were the same thing, learning computer industry and keeping up on technology changes.I even was a high-end consultant, advice giver.

But I lost those skills. I didn't "choose" to unmask, it was more like age and accumulated brain experience leads to the mask crumbling in onion-like layers.

#RoundSparrowToDo : incomplete like most of my recent postings. I just can't organize the communications the way I want. But I'm posting it incomplete.