Last month I learned that I have #RAD or #ReactiveAttachmentDisorder. Since that moment, it feels like I’m pulling back a curtain on my life.
“Reactive Attachment Disorder is like an invisible barrier that separates individuals from the emotional connections most of us take for granted. It’s a condition that develops when a child’s basic needs for comfort, affection, and nurturing aren’t met during the crucial early years of life.”
To be fair, it isn’t like this realization contains really stark discoveries: these are the issues that have been affecting my life over and over. And yet, I had no way to describe the problem in a way that could be understood. I simply thought I was the fucked up one. Well, that’s still true but now having a way to describe how I feel makes it that much easier to help me start to make improvements.