Pizza da Campbellite#NotThatAnyoneActuallyCares but I'm posting it anyway.
Today is day 3,542 of my sobriety. And last week I started attending AA meetings.
I'm not worried about drinking, quite honestly, but the emotions that are not being kept in check by alcohol. Most evident is the rage.
I've been called The Hulk on occasion, because the mild mannered Campbellite sometimes turns into an out of control green monster. Those episodes are becoming more frequent.
AA helps. People there describe me to a "T". So I'm not the only person going thru this. And I am trying to find help - a sponsor, a guide - to help me actually complete the steps. I believe working the steps will help keep the emotions at bay.
If you're the praying type, please consider paying as I enter this new phase. I'm 57 years old. This is a huge thing.
Today is day 3,542 of my sobriety. And last week I started attending AA meetings.
I'm not worried about drinking, quite honestly, but the emotions that are not being kept in check by alcohol. Most evident is the rage.
I've been called The Hulk on occasion, because the mild mannered Campbellite sometimes turns into an out of control green monster. Those episodes are becoming more frequent.
AA helps. People there describe me to a "T". So I'm not the only person going thru this. And I am trying to find help - a sponsor, a guide - to help me actually complete the steps. I believe working the steps will help keep the emotions at bay.
If you're the praying type, please consider paying as I enter this new phase. I'm 57 years old. This is a huge thing.