I LOVE BUSPIRONE

shit, this stuff is so good for my brains. I keep forgetting how truly stressed and depressed I feel when my anxiety is unmedicated. It crushes me in ways so subtle that I still think I'm me, except I'm not thriving.

But one week on buspirone? Suddenly, the world is beautiful. I love everyone and everything. I'm so happy. I feel great. I was damn near euphoric this morning with joy for the world.

"I'm worried psychiatric meds will make me a zombie"

girl, unmedicated me is the fucking zombie.

#actuallyAnxious #MentalHealth #TakeYourMeds #MentalIllnessPositivity

Guys, the world is so full of good things, and I am content and happy…

(I forced myself to take my anxiety meds all week 😌)

#Anxiety #ActuallyAnxious

Hi! I go by Marsh or some other names online. I'm here on Holograph with a somewhat personal account.

I previously only had a fandom account, but that one got mixed in with more personal posts after a while, so I made this personal account and a fandom alt when I decided to migrate. This is also why I didn't really transfer my old posts, haha. I guess this is a bit of an exercise in connecting with other things about myself besides the fiction I like.

I'm interested in non-corporate social media (like this), privacy, and FOSS. I'm curious about anarchism too. These interests led me to the fediverse, so I'll probably talk about these, though from a layperson POV. I also have my fandom interests of course, more info on https://graffitiwall.net/@maybe_zubat

I tend to boost/renote a lot of things. I'll put content warnings and alt text (for images) on my original posts, but I can't guarantee that I'll have them for posts that don't originate from me. I can put some in replies, but I won't always feel like doing it immediately.

I might speak in Tagalog too sometimes. You can ask me what I mean if you want!

I don't really post a lot of photos of myself or other things for privacy reasons, so just trust me when I say I saw something funny while walking outside or something lol

I've been formally diagnosed with ADHD, GAD, and OCD, and I tend to complain about how those affect me a lot (especially OCD). I'm looking for community, so reach out to me if you want!

Here's my Pronouns page btw: https://en.pronouns.page/@maybeitszubat
The most relevant info there is that I'm bisexual and arospec (not sure about the specifics for the latter), and I'm always hoping for more of a community here for those too.

​​ I'm posting an intro due to the current influx. I hope you have a good time here if you're new!

#introduction #introductions
#ActuallyOCD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAnxious #bisexual #arospec