I just don’t understand how you can not care about politics right now. I get it, you’ve given up on good things happening politically but how can you just… ignore it? How does one become okay not paying attention? I mean PRIVILEGE but HOW?
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(she/her) Antifascist snowflake. Unapologetic Pedant. Social Justice Spectre. True Princess of Alderaan. Rebel Scum. Probably procrastinating. Avatar by Pajamasquid/Brittany Hanks.
@nezumih same thing for the folks I’m seeing. I wish I could just not care. But unlike then my misanthropy can’t overcome my empathy.
If I can't make this deadline with a double-dose of adderall... I don't know what I'll do because because OMG am I behind.
Invoicing time breakdown:
Collecting hours and filling in invoices in Quickbooks: 30 minutes
Trying to convince myself not to remove hours because I can't possibly be worth this much: 2 hours, minimum
I get really, really excited about it but as soon as a sit down the brainweasels are like "remember how you suck?" And I know they're brainweasels and they lie but I cannot get to "what if I just did it anyway?"
I have a novel in my head that I want desperately to write but I can't get past thinking my ideas are stupid and my mythology is stupid even as I'm reading the most absurd urban fantasy.
My friend’s wife died this afternoon out of nowhere and I’m overthinking and kind of freaking out about it. Are we really at “dropping dead with no warning” age?
Dealing with tonight’s physical pain and mental burnout by laying in the hotel bad watching YouTube videos that keep making me cry, and crying. I just really need time off. Also I’m pretty sure i seriously injured my deltoid and I’m in so much pain. Good thing call time is 6am tomorrow so I have a good excuse to crash so early. I’m not okay.
@Krenshar_posts it’s like my mother-in-law whenever she calls something about me “interesting”. (Gah I can’t even type it without scrunching the bridge of my nose.)
@uncanny_kate I’ve gotten to the point where I refuse to give estimates because nothing ever, ever stays within scope.