I love her shes so gorggggggg

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real...

its been gone for quite a while tho..

u weren't supposed to that's the thing

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damn bro why WHY am I still here?!! I was so close to dying but my dumbass mom had to find me! WHY WHY WHY! they said I almost died from the loss of blood! why didn't it work?! and why the fuck is my mom tryna act like she cares Abt me now??? shes one of the reasons I tried to end my life! all I wanted was a mom who cares for me and abt me! but now all of the sudden she wants to care Abt me cuz I almost died! her exact words were " I know I never really cared for you, but I realized once I found you practically dead that I needed to start to care for you, and also I don't want the blame to be put on me if you do die" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I DONT WANT THE BLAME TO BE PUT ON ME IF I DIE? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant take this anymore.. I'm gone for good im sorry I've been fighting this battle for to long I cant do this no more. fight for a life I don't even want
#suicide #imgone #goodbye #iloveyall #imsorry #rememberme #thankyoukindly #drained #mentallyill #depressed @numb

she was the actual DIVA

she's my favorite chapter . my favorite name in my book!