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✨Autistic ADHDer. Working hard to get into medicine and become a neurologist.✨

Australian, 30 y/o
Current degree: Psych Science 🧠🥼🧪 Former graphic designer, web dev

In my fascinating and celebrated personal life, I function about as well as sixty four epileptic ferrets locked in a cupboard with a strobe light. The patients don’t need to know.

👘 May feature weird personal projects that will be immediately abandoned. 🪡

Smallweb enthusiast. :)
https://chaosinstasis.nethttps://umbreon-lair.neocities.org
@SmudgeTheInsultCat Imagine your ego being so fragile that you have to act like this guy to make up for it.
@kristoferjoseph You can give me $350 to shut up. I can and will carry out a 10 hour conversation with a brick wall.
@Quinnypig How can this POSSIBLY be legal in like, any country?

@funkatron I’ve had a bit of success with imagining the Bad Thoughts being bubbled, then extracted out of my head via a fishing line where I can “see” them in front of my face. And then I think, “I see you, but not right now.”

Repeat ad nauseum. But I feel like it can help take away some of the emotional sting.

@funkatron I probably spend too long trying to articulate these things, haha.

It’s hard ‘cos it’s this whole process of rewiring your brain to fix it. The more you just “try”to stop through willpower, the more your brain will fire those neuron circuits, because you’re placing attention on it. Brain basically says “oh, that must be important, I better keep doing that”, and on and on the merry-go-round goes. (1/2)

@funkatron I’ve been feeling this especially the past week myself. The chaos inside one’s head leaves little room for reasonable function. One becomes too busy trying to put out mental fires to focus on anything else, and it can be maddening, especially from a metacognitive perspective. That part of you that is watching your own cognition third person and is just so, so frustrated.

@whalecoiner I buy hard copies because sometimes I like the physical books, and then “acquire” regular PDFs and stick them on my tablet without any of that nonsense. Publisher gets their egregious payout and I get my digital textbook in a form I can actually bloody use. Everyone’s “happy”.

On this note though, OpenStax does really well with their online textbooks.

@Taco_lad He’s an absolutely lovely guy and I used to stop and chat with him when I saw him now and then, make sure he was doing okay. I haven’t seen him for some time now, so I’ve got my fingers crossed he’s found some help and security in his life.
@jsonbecker I would offer a small word of warning that if you’re carrying heavy stuff avoid the one-sided strap bags. My spine curvature has been slightly thrown out (not too bad, but it’s not ideal) and it aligns suspiciously with the few years I was carrying all my tech junk on one side. I stopped after I received quite the deserved lecture from a Chinese massage therapist, and later realised my shoulders were no longer completely level.
@jaredwhite I haven’t read it nor am I familiar with him, but I definitely agree with your sentiment. When people turn around and fight as hard as they can to fix damage they’ve caused… it’s admirable. I don’t know if it absolves them of their past per se, but it’s an important sign of growth and something I’ll always respect.