“Qahr (قهر) is a powerful Arabic word. It expresses a deep and painful feeling of frustration and resentment, often tinged with anger, at the existence of cruelty and injustice.
The Palestinian people have long known what it is to feel qahr. Our agony over what has been and continues to be taken from us has animated our resistance against Zionist colonization. This agony does not come from a place of hopelessness. Rather, it comes from a bone-deep conviction that we and our children deserve to live lives of freedom and joy, and that we have not given up on making this a reality.
We deserve to give birth without fear of the hundreds of checkpoints that have created a "social geography of horror…marked by violence against the birthing journey," where women have been forced to give birth and have miscarried at devastating rates. After our children are born, they deserve a healthy stable environment—not to be "unchilded," or have their right to live and exist as children systematically denied as they instead witness countless atrocities. Forced to grow up in this manner, throwing stones at invading soldiers becomes one of the few things in their control. It is considered a "security" crime under Israeli military law, though we know it to be a form of resistance, a rejection of oppression and the status quo.
So we resist this hostile political reality, where every aspect of life—be it biological, cultural, or material—is put at daily risk in what constitutes a "death zone." As Palestinians, we resist this death zone in a thousand different interconnected ways while being told we're the ones obsessed with death.”
https://scalawagmagazine.org/2023/06/abolitionist-palestine/