no thoughts or words. just. ugh.
gn besties and no worsties ​
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this was a fun thing to suddenly wake up to. driver was able to get out of the car well enough, firefighters just got the thing to shut up (horn was blaring constantly after the crash).
Don't think I saw the driver go with EMS so they're at least, y'know, conscious and not clearly fucked up. Hopefully they're OK, especially given how messed up the front of the car is & the airbags all deploying.
I uh. Don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight.
so tired, why must sickness be a thing ​
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just wanna be heldGod I can't explain it, but I just love how I fit in these jeans. They're a little snug already (needed jeans ASAP & the next size up was wayyy too big... for now, anyways) but also 🥵 I have a feeling I'll be filling out a lot of pants and shorts like this... no matter my size.
The day I actually have a good paying job again, can afford to, and am doing what I can to help others out? Is the day I start growing once again. These won't be fitting for too long after that, I can say that much.
blegh. drained and tired and exhausted, 2am but im not tired enough to sleep.
body aches, brain aches, emotions ache... everything aches right now.
this just to say that im kinda scared I won't wake up tomorrow, but also idk how much I'd care if I didn't.
(i mean I couldn't care because I'd be dead but y'know what i mean. present me feels like i don't care if i do or don't even though im scared if it does)
brain is running at a mile a minute right now and I can't slow it down :(
weh
