@opal@amnesiac@ew i post like a spastic but i have thought to an embarrassing extent about what i believe to be 'correct conduct' in a holistic sense and everything is more systematized than i would be comfortable to admit
@ew@amnesiac yes its all distraction from the fact that life fucking sucks im glad we agree on that at least
i think about this a lot but i find it a struggle to envision anything further out than 24 hours in the future with any seriousness. i'll look at the book
@ew@amnesiac the meds i take now that are so far the only things that have by and large kept me from thinking about how disgusting reality is are also gonna give me dementia lol