What's cool is feeling extreme isolation because PTSD makes you socially weird so people leave you out of normal conversations, triggering feelings of abandonment and brokenness and then anger (because you didn't choose this and you just want to be normal) so you either turn that inward at yourself or outward at the people you care deeply about but can't connect with the way they connect with other people and then you feel ashamed and isolate yourself, re-starting the hell cycle. π

