Ashley Black

@popful
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it may seem primitive and unscientific, but through the fairies, we could ask Ashley to help
pronounsthey/she/idk dude
type of personnamco maniac
webzonehttps://bsky.app/profile/darkside-ashley.bsky.social

a few months ago you'd never have convinced my needle-phobic ass that i would love doing my injection every week.

once i realized it didn't actually hurt i started to look forward to the ritual of getting everything ready, the painless split second sensation when i jab myself, and seeing the plunger go down while i know that i'm doing something for myself that i've always known i wanted, even before i knew how to put words to it. and i feel accomplished for being a lil toughie πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰

40 fucking times dude
thinking about juniper and crying today
what if I took my estradiol shot 4 days early just to feel good about myself
hm. depressed
made two posts in one day that started with the same phrase, if you need me i'll be living alone in a shack on a mountain

growing up with no sense of self-value into a perverted transgender weirdo like

"it would be so sweet to get physically injured and cast aside by a beautiful woman who loved you for a little while πŸ₯ΊπŸ™ "

growing up with this brain of mine, it's so overwhelming to realize that i'm important to people

(and if anyone is feeling down today and thinking "can't relate", *rest assured you are important to someone too!!*)

we are all too tired to love each other as completely as we want to
department head saw me looking like this in the call and told me to take a day off. yay for double-pinkeye!