Not to over-share but I don't have an outlet for this on my main fedi profile so I guess I'll post it here
My relationship to the whole "being a dog" thing is so weird? I wish I either cared more OR less about it. I wish I didn't like, psych myself out of thinking that this is a way I want to identify myself, or a way I want to be treated. Or I wish I didn't want it in the first place? I think I WANT to be a dog but there's a part of me that can't see myself that way and I legitimately 1) don't know how to get over that mental friction, and 2) don't know how to talk about it to people that won't either blindly give me what I want OR call me crazy for wanting it
I dunno. Identity is hard. I wish I could shortcut to the end lol