definitely wasn't expecting to see this tonight, especially with how far south i live. enjoy the beautiful
#aurora_borealis.
@Firr go watch it RIGHT NOW STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING THE DINOS ARE KISSING
RE: https://mastodon.social/@Firr/113279473229279798 i can legally drink alcohol now
I've noticed that I'm becoming increasingly easy to upset. If you don't already know, I do struggle with symptoms of depression, anxiety, and BPD, and I'm on medication to treat those symptoms but getting the mix just right is as difficult as it seems.
There's no one-size-fits-all for brain medicine, every brain is different and reacts to different chemicals completely differently.
That being said, I find it hard to determine whether or not it's a "medicine" thing or a "behavioral" thing. For example, like I said, I've been getting very upset lately at the smallest thing. A very minor inconvenience can and has ruined many a night.
Most times I can't determine if it's just a temporary dip due to stress or lack of sleep or etc. or if it's a deeper, medication related, issue. Then, it just festers to the point where I can't handle it anymore and I call my psychiatrist to get something changed.
I don't want to blame everything on medication, it feels like an easy fix to a not-so-easy problem, but I don't know when it's right to let medicine do it's job.
If you interact with me during these stressful dips, I'm genuinely sorry if I get overly upset or emotional about something small. I can tell it hurts others when I get upset for the smallest thing and it makes me just want to disappear (context for previous post).
This is hard...
moved to a new fedi instance, just to test a few things out. ngl i really like Akkoma's theming features. really makes the instance look unique.