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living less mediocre life
I will do my best to outwork, that's the only thing I desire my whole life, for the most part, I didn't even know how to do that, but really desired, but didn't act that. Practice what you preach bro, that's why I have to grind
maybe that's about girls, I know that I have to have loving feeling deep down in my heart, I didn't even like girl, but simped maybe just for woman attention or something, or validation or some stuff, I know that sounds weird but it what it is. I feel little bit ashamed (not little, maybe more), but that's the whole truth about, for almost 10 years, maybe more than that, I did over and over without realising it, it sucks, but the cool thing is that finally I understood it, and gotta fix it soon.
Today I procrastinated a lot, legit a lot, just procrastinated, got up late, didn't do my morning routine. So I was b*tch today, it hurts, but that's true, it's not gender specific, it's a mindset, I literally felt sorry for myself and that's why I procrastinated and skipped my morning routine, and get started with work late, which sucks, I didn't even think of grinding, "didn't feel like grinding", that's when you know who you are, because distance of the path is somehow unknown
I was simp for the most of my life, I literally understand that now, I simped a lot without even realizing. It's not "okay" or whatever that exists somewhere, the real point is that my mind has to be stronger than my feelings, that's it.
Yoo here I'm again. I was demotivated from yesterday evening, today didn't do any of my morning routine. Right now I'm thinking of grinding again, once more try hard, the thing is not get weak, grind my ass off. I know about burnout or something, but I have to burnout, I have no other choices to make.
Just trying to do better
I was struggling my whole life let's say with confidence and everything, but now I guess I have all resources in the world in order to build better version of myself. That's the real point of life and existence. That's why I'm grinding, of course less than I want and desire to, but everyday and every week I'm getting better, I can feel it.
Just starting with small wins, making bed, washing dishes, cleaning the house makes me trust my own self more and be more confident.
I guess because I need to change my life. Been looking for some #nofap posts here on mastodon, couldn't find any. But what I want to say that, nofap is really really important in case if you want to be less live mediocre life, in fact if you grind your ass off, none of these things happen. And you have to make #fap more difficult, like don't watch half naked women, or something like that, just grind
Trying to grind as hard as I can. I know it's kind of hard or something, but my mind has to be stronger than my feelings. Really trying to overcome laziness, lust and making progress, I feel more confident, better, but still need to work a lot on that