you know, i really recognize my own privilege when i ENJOY the occassional late night at the lab, doing final hardware integration for a deliverable and doing last-minute bugfixing and troubleshooting.

still, i know I'm gonna be tired as piss tomorrow

I can't tell how much of my recent debilitating exhaustion is due to the [currently unmedicated] #adhd versus the pervasive humming background noise of shit falling apart around us.

here's how i feel when i remember there's a task i need to do ( #catsofmastodon )