Truth be told, I am definitely post-pre-post-burnout at this point. Spent nearly four years wrapped up in one project I never wanted to finish—yet, here we are, it’s done, and this is after spending three years trying to find a new way to grow plants, that never worked (well, one did, but pretty sure it was a fluke - yeah I know "new way to "grow plants??", crazy stuff, I'm a bit off kilter, but I still believe in it).

Now I’m juggling so many "next" big universal things my mind’s starting to fracture, and the whole process feels more and more hollow, the banality of it all.

I've been working on the design of my new language for a year now, I've been rewriting the parser/compiler on a constant cycle, only to end up with something… well, let’s just say strange. It works, sure, but it’s more of a twenty-year puzzle that I’ll complete piece by piece.

I think it’s time for some small wins. Little utilities, fun projects—stuff that doesn’t require the weight of an unfinished language.

I might start cataloging those ideas here, or on bluesky, not sure yet.

Call me out of touch, but seeing this load on my GitHub homepage made my skin crawl.

#gh #github #copilot