Between the two evils of open floor plans and hot desking, I hate hot desking even more. If I at least know where I'm sitting every day and can leave my seat/desk/monitors set up the way I like, I can deal with the layout. Of course I have the worst of both worlds in that it's both open floor plan AND no assigned/permanent desk, so fuck me I guess? At least it's only twice a week, but it's so gross.

@jeannie I do, yeah— which I'm absolutely grateful for, my job is really flexible with time off, that's like the number one thing I actually like about the couple of tech jobs I've had. My next week off I'm taking is probably in about a month, I just have to make it that far, haha 😅

Another day at work, another morning I feel like throwing in the towel. I'm just not seeing how I come out of this funk without making a change, but I'm too afraid to quit without having something else lined up, and I feel too out of it and exhausted to look for something else while I'm working, even if I knew what to do next. Rock, hard place. Every day it takes more effort than it should to open my mouth and make words come out, process info/meetings, or get literally any work done. #burnout

Pretty sure I had a dream last night — god only knows why — that all of my social media profiles started redirecting to my LiveJournal from high school. Talk about a nightmare 🙃

#3GoodThings
1. Finished another good #kdrama . The Good Bad Mother. I cried, but it was so good 😭
2. The blue jays were back in my front yard! There were 6 or 7 of them hopping and flying around all day looking for acorns (of which there are... many). Been seeing a lot of them lately.
3. BAGELS 🥯😍

#3GoodThings
1. Finally watered my plants that needed it
2. I painted my nails and now they're shimmery
3. Said hi to someone new at yoga today. Not easy for me!

Well it's been a hot minute since I've been on here, and even longer since I posted. I'm bad at social media. I've checked out Bluesky on and off the last couple of days, but so far all I really like about it is the different feeds (and everyone just being on one instance, for now). And then I was like "I'm just gonna check out mastodon again".