Lindar

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144 Followers
30 Following
916 Posts
Hi, I'm Lindar K. Greenwood.
I make music.
Pronouns[ she/her ]
LikesComposing, Chiptunes, Japanese Food, Giant Robots, Liminal Spaces, Weird Time Signatures
$Cashtaghttps://cash.me/$ThumpyPuppy
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LindarApr 23, 2020
I have an appointment for an outpatient psych intake this Saturday. Hopefully this is the start of me getting better.
LindarApr 18, 2020

https://twitter.com/propagable_sfw/status/1251395059162820608?s=19

Very worth a read. Thread about RSD which perfectly describes my experiences.

Miss Madeleine on Twitter

“One of the responses to experiencing rejection sensitivity can be to become the initiator - the person who messages, proposes, suggests. In theory this makes all rejection explicit. If someone doesn't like you, they won't respond well to your suggestions, but at least you *know*”

Twitter
LindarApr 18, 2020

You ever realize that you're not a person? That you don't actually have an identity and everything you are is a way to force people to be close to you because you can't fucking stand being alone? That there's nothing real or authentic about who you are?

Yeah, me neither.

LindarApr 17, 2020
GrandasseApr 15, 2020
Introvert way to care.
LindarApr 11, 2020
I figured out what I'm so fucking depressed about and it's nothing I can do anything about, so I just kinda have to deal with it and find something more constructive to do with my time than think about [ depressing thing ] and killing myself to make the feels stop.
LindarApr 10, 2020

Am I beautiful?
Sexy? Cute? Handsome?

Do I have value?
Am I worthy of attention?

Should I lose weight?
Gain weight?

Am I too masculine?
Am I enough of a girl?

Is this how you be butch?
Does anyone even want a butch trans girl?

LindarApr 7, 2020
It's a nice day to stay in and not give a fuck.
LindarMar 31, 2020
Micro SF/F stories by O WestinMar 31, 2020
** Tomorrow is April first, and many places have traditions of invented news stories designed to trick people.
If you're thinking of posting one, please consider that people are worried and anxious, and ask yourself if you really need to do an April Fools this year. **
LindarMar 31, 2020
Just finished my workout for the day and instead of feeling good I'm just kinda depressed. What the fuck is wrong with me? Ugh…
Show threadLindarMar 30, 2020
@RussSharek As a power lifter I'm not sure what body weight exercises I can do that actually push me enough (besides like… core workout stuff). I've just been using random crap in my room like a bag of laundry or a 2L of water.