I've never suffered from Imposter Syndrome in engineering but I've had countless moments of positive illusion, thinking I'm better than I really am :P

Actually we will hire in Europe and Asia, but never in the US. Meanwhile the tiny US team with only 2 design engineers has to design and support products for the US defense market in addition to our standard product line. I'm the unlucky fool who's responsible for design, implementation, and support our entire defense product line. They expect the most of us but give us the least amount of resources, so excuse me if I support our customers poorly (if at all), and if our products seem ill-conceived and jury-rigged (they are). 😂

@drwho It isn't, but that's ok. I think I'm done with CVs forever. I'm so tired of this stuff, and I'm not keen on building my reputation again with a new employer (who is likely to be as gross as my current employer). I've mentally disengaged from my industry and my passions have shifted to the arts. I'm coasting through the final years of my engineering career, preparing to ride off into the sunset, but if my employer pisses me off I'll just bail early.