If I ever come off as desperate,
it's because I am.
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Inky The Changeling
@inky_skink_art@meow.social
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The idea that I just need to be myself would probably be more believable if everyone I met who was even in the same damn generation as me wasn't already taken.
This is all to say: I'm scared I'm gonna have to be absolutely perfect financially and emotionally if I ever want a committed relationship.
Therein lies the problem as these two things seem mutually exclusive.
Of course, self sufficiency is a bear minimum if I don't want to place my life in the hands of politicians who see the bleedin lives of their constituents as secondary to the damn budget.
By virtue of only having the guts to socialize via multimedia based anonymous conversation over the span of hundreds and even thousands of miles,
I am horrendously starved of physical connection and severely neglected in reality as I struggle to manage living while my more fortunate family pressures me to become self sufficient.
Anyway I finally forced myself to finish a drawing that experiments with shading.
#mlpoc #changeling #fatfur #fatpony #furry #furryart
#mlpoc #changeling #fatfur #fatpony #furry #furryart
Now I'm not using black AT ALL. PROBLEM SOLVED.
Fuck's sake, why don't we just streamline the whole damn process and say "don't fucking draw at all you worthless shit stain"
"don't shade with black"
"don't overuse the air brush"
"don't leave your outlines black"
"don't highlight with white"
MOTHERFUCKER WHAT DO I DO????????????
(when I get frustrated I get impulsive)