My brain hasnt been fully active for awhile due to health stuff and sometimes I just feel so helpless trying connect with the smart people in my life :P

Sometimes its like someone stripped away my ability to interact with the people I want to talk to the most, its like people exactly like me that like the same things and have the same ideas look at me and dont identify me as anything relevant to them. Theres obviously nd/appearance stuff too but yeah idk its rough, wish I could belong lol