1 Followers
1 Following
30 Posts

the jackpot neutral party, osdd traumaendo system, adhd autist with aspd traits and something going on that's probably a psychotic disorder, it/its if you dont know an alters pronouns

respectful of all systems regardless of origin or function

shamefully an enstars player, tumblr is we-bloomed-with-it (more info there)

constantly experiencing the kind of torment they wrote about in the bible. someone get me some ibuprofen and a monster energy. fuck my stupid baka life

Current frequent fronter(s):Ritsu/Lilian/Len (any of those names are alright lol), he/him
Current main games:Enstars, Garupa
To-watch(/read/play/etc) list:Heated Rivalry (i know. i know), Z.A.T.O., House of Leaves (reread)
Status:i love playing games and having fun
god im hungry. i want carbs and protein and vitamins and fat. right now. pasta, in my mouth
i should do our back too its so stiff. got that joint pain that can only be caused from rhythm gaming too close to the sun
just popped my neck joints so loud i think it rang through the neighborhood
what do i even say here. i feel like all my good shitposts will be wasted but venting also feels wrong since this acc is meant to be pretty public. i love looking at boys kissing
playing garupa jp server on tab in my underwear the day after flunking out to see my little creatures in my video games #Fun #Yay #Joy
everyone listen to weevildoing now

honestly i dont really care if we pass this school year or not. we plan on dropping out anyway (yes yes yes i know the consequences of that. we have weighed them quite thoroughly and decided the best option is to just be done with it asap. do not underestimate our torment within the school system)

and besides that, it's unlikely we'll be able to find a job even with a diploma (The Disability. you understand) so our options for the future arent really further restricted if we do drop out

and some thoughts are for your personal tumblr and not the very much public mastodon account. and you just need to accept it. it's ok to have inside thoughts. take my hand. there's a better future (← guy very much talking about himself)
yknow its not all bad. sometimes things are good
why am i always so scared when people are friendly 😭 there is something wrong with me i think. i dont think youre supposed to be this scared of being on the internet outside of one or two "safe" sites (or, i mean, sites you consider safe/comfortable)