coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)

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to err is human, so dont - quasar

advanced gender user

just a perfect little angel

adap (all dolls are precious)


The key words "MUST", "MUST NOT", "REQUIRED", "SHALL", "SHALL
NOT", "SHOULD", "SHOULD NOT", "RECOMMENDED", "MAY", and
"OPTIONAL" in these posts are to be interpreted as described in
RFC 2119.


fuck it, opinions are not my own, i do not associate with the inhabitant(s) of this physical form and reject all opinions they may hold

somewhat sex positive but i try to make sure to cw those posts and not boost anything without one
pronounsfae/it
coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 17, 2024
Pretty Good (at crashing out)May 17, 2024
#relationshipgoals
coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
quasar May 14, 2024
stop using telegram we use secure services like mumble, XMPP, grindr
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
how to overcome always feeling like a burden and just becoming more of onein the process fuckkkk
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
it cant even get us to contact our therapist anymore cause our brain keeps telling us that shes busy and just ugh
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
so used to being forced to do shit by others weve lost the agency to do things we need ourselves so now that people have finally taken a step back weve done nothing but rot ugh
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
really wish anxiety werent as bad as it is, been putting so many things off for far too long
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
teeth are in an abbysmal state too, really just not doing great in general
Show threadcoolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
really want the clean slate, instance has inconvenient downtimes for me anyway and the frontend sometimes just stops working on some devices sometimes
coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
having this account reverted to how it was throughout last year’s depressive episode is not doing good things to the brain
coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)May 16, 2024
coolbean (account has been reverted to before we moved back to this instance)Sep 13, 2023
ngl i dont think im ever gonna bother actually reporting bugs if it requires me logging into github

just let me leave my fucking email address if you need to reach me, i cant be bothered getting my password for a bug this fucking stupid only to be treated like some sorta idiot if i get a response at all