Feacher? I hardly know 'er

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Uncle PG, your local alcoholic anime LARPing night owl text-walling love-and-hope poster.

The resident old man and self-appointed conscience of "dark fedi". Bona-fide certified wifeguy.

Queer-friendly enough to be accused of being a chaser. Great Value brand generic socialist.

Linux cis-admin/DBA and PHP dev, self-hosting fanatic, Gentoo adherent, general freetard, and all-around chatterbox. Ask me about my USE flags!

Posts always underrated, opinions usually overstated, liver often saturated, instance broadly federated.

Greatest hits: @prettybad

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"The wizard of ethanol" - Monkey

"what the fuck why is literally gandalf posting anime girls on the fediverse" - coolbeans

"are you Hunter S. Thompson" - nyx

"one of the good ones" - monkey & mildred

"You don’t have to make life to make life better" - sapphire

"cease living" - Grace

"too friendly" - pwm

"conspiracy vibes" - writeout.ink

"Far right" - incorrect, I'm just the wrong flavor of leftist

"ywnbaw" - correct

"you have a problem" - thanks, very helpful
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Fallback / alt fedi account@[email protected]
Jalapeño poppers are sandwiches.
Its time for bed. Goodnight.

>I did it to myself, I get what I deserve
>Thoughts in my head, feel like a raw nerve
>I’m lookin' for an answer, I don’t want to hurt but
>I just want to sleep when I’m tired of earth
There's no value in digging up the bones that could be cobbled together into a skeleton resembling a representation of my mental issues, but suffice it to say that a simple "we need to tighten up the graphics on level 3" comment on a merge request would have me looking longingly at the lucky bullet on my window sill.

For the record I fully and freely acknowledge that this is a personal problem. Nobody is responsible for my mental state except me, and as such I don't make it anyone else's problem. The gatekeeping and protectionism in specific projects is a good thing. The bigger picture, the project itself, is more important than anyone's ego. Most reasonable people would agree.

Anyway, it isn't for lack of knowledge or skill. I know what I'm talking about, and i know that I know it. I just can't ever bear the burden of convincing anyone else. I don't blame anyone, not even me. I am what I am, and it isn't compatible with collaborative efforts. I know so many things, about so many things, but I don't know when to say them. I don't want to say them. If I cause someone else to feel the way that I feel, I couldn't ever forgive myself. So, I end up not saying... anything.
Everything is weird on fedi tonight. Jonny is half-sober, cell is posting gamergate copy pasta, women are drinking box wine like Capri sun, honk's developer is fucking dead...

The vibes aren't *bad*, they're just fucking weird.

At least Oaghaji is doing his thing. A steadying influence in strange times.
Boxed wine is just a Caprisun for adults (if you're brave enough) 
I was not born in this place. This holler, this state, this region, this culture. It is adopted, and I both love it and hate it.

I am not a miner's son. I never took up a rifle to serve my country. I never dug in the dirt to grow my dinner, or turned a wrench to earn my keep. I sit at a desk, write software, and manage servers. Though I have a taste for the shine.

Before I moved here, people told me this place is dying, if it wasn't dead already. They told me that there's no future, no hope, nothing but drugs and despair. Opioids and conflict. This place is the punchline of jokes I used to laugh at, along with everyone else.

But after a few years I see it. There is a life force here. There is a pulse. The mountains themselves are alive, and the men who inhabit them will tell you the same thing. There exist here all aspects of life: birth, death, danger, joy, terror, celebration, hate and love, anxiety and peace.

I live here because I chose to live here. I could have had my pick of property, within a modest budget that 99% of the world's population would envy. Wife insisted on having water on the property. Why, who knows. Whatever. Here I am, in the bottom of a deep dark holler in a place that time forgot. Here I am in the most beautiful place in the world, surrounded by people I'm both proud and ashamed to call my friends.

Those people didn't have the luxury of choosing this place. For some, the mountains are an anchor, an albatross around their neck. It weighs them down, keeps them stuck in a place they'd rather not. For others, they live on a road named with their own last name, and they wouldn't leave for all the money in the world. They stay, and do what is necessary to survive, no matter how ugly the times might get.

Man is, before all else, something which propels itself towards a future and is aware that it is doing so. We are all where we are because of our choices, whether we meant this as our destination, or whether it is something we failed to escape. Of all the actions a man may take in order to create himself as he wills to be, there is not one which is not creative, at the same time, of an image of man such as he believes he ought to be.

To choose between this or that is at the same time to affirm the value of that which is chosen; for we are unable ever to choose the worse. What we choose is always the better, and our lives are the summation of those choices.

I am thus responsible for myself and for all men, and I am creating a certain image of man as I would have him to be. In fashioning myself, I fashion mankind in my image.
Is @tedu dead?

His website has been broken forever, and his fedi instance appears to be as well. The reason I ask is because this would leave the Honk fedi server software unmaintained.
isn’t it funny when the mutual you know and love disappears overnight and gets replaced by a new mutual with the same name and handle but a different profile picture

they’re the same person? no don’t be ridiculous